BITTER TIMES/GOOD THINGS

Welcome back welcome back What you're gonna be hearing now are some of my thoughts and my thoughts only Just some of the shit I've seen in my life you know Whatever happened to nuance All we say is so explicit Man fuck my feelings I dismiss it Listen since they were kids they were gifted Until they got no bitches and then they felt different What do you mean I'm not the sickest my life is so vicious My life is so twisted I must be the victim I tried being nice but now I'm a villain I think I should blame women man I'm really spitting Maybe I might've had a different fate If the pipeline wasn't just a click away Let me play the most hated Acting a victim to a system that is self-created Pardon my shenanigans I need to feel like a man again No way this could be damaging I'm sorry you can't handle it I can't say shit in this matrix Every time I talk the comment section hates it I just say it how it is you mad I got no filter I'm really just a douchebag So come at me I prepped defenses I got free speech no consequences I am way more smarter than you Cause I watched two dudes on Youtube past curfew No one likes me either that means that I'm oppressed too And if you ever disagree then you're just a pussy dude Like I just would not expect you guys to understand If I'm being so for real about it you know Si sufro si lloro Yeah that's what I was gonna say Whatever happened to nuance All we say is so explicit Man fuck your feelings I dismiss it Listen I've endured way more than you So my authority beats whatever you've been through My point of view takes up all the priority your sob story's boring me It's crafted horribly so I ignore it more importantly Look at me and my moral superiority Guys I promise you I'm a minority Your chakra's toxic I'm fixin it I'm only happy when I'm under the influence You simple bitch I'm at my best under covers What's the balance of caring for myself and others To be honest with you I haven't really cracked that In middle school I used to be laughed at So matter of fact if you call me an asshat I'll snapback with a made-up reason to be mad back Want me to apologize Nice try I hurt you but you hate me now so who's really the bad guy What did I do I had the best intentions I prepped defenses with the same two lenses I am so in touch with my energy Essentially don't let your negativity spread to me I'm not changing for anyone that's someone else And if you ever disagree you gotta work on yourself Like you are everything that's wrong with the world right now Si sufro, si lloro Not as much as me though I just called my therapist earlier Whatever happened to nuance All I say is so explicit I'm really such a hypocrite Shit I prepped offensives and rep pretentious Yet dissect anything I mentioned Don't look in my direction Desperate for love desperate to hate In these past rhymes I can find my mistakes I'm sorry for the pain I can't hide in my face And I'm sorry for the times that my pride got its way I've been conflicted Worried about being an existing contradiction Fear rejecting and fear rejection To what extent is always the question I prefer reckless overcorrection Over resentment and preemptive contention Hurt people hurt people the truth reigns Ego stays ego little's changed Yet all this to say Compared to the past I'll pick the now any day