Planet Express

Whoa Whoa Oh oh oh oh Whoa Whoa oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh Ah ah ah Ah ah ah Whoa oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah whoa whoa Whoa oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah whoa whoa I try To put some space between myself and I Try to find a way to accept this My reality My head's On a different planet To my brain and to my heart My performance is an art I Gotta speak my mind But I Can't be too loud I Gotta have an opinion But not Stand out from the crowd Gotta show up but not take space Make an effort and show face Be strong, independent Sensitive and kind So many rules to live my life by You would think it is a lie But whoa oh oh oh oh Cause I've been looking Whoa oh oh oh oh I'm reading and writing I've been searching (Searching) And finding (Finding) Tryna find a reason for trying (Ah) Whoa oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh oh oh oh Whoa oh oh Gotta show up but not take space Make an effort and show face Be strong, independent Sensitive and kind So many rules to live my life by You would think that it's a lie A contradiction, an oxymoron An impossible way to live A charity case But you can't feel bad for me Look at this face Do I show disgrace? Because I've been looking I'm reading and writing I'm searching and finding Tryna find a reason for dying A reason for trying I'm tryna find a way out my mind What am I trying to find Peace of mind Do I laugh or do I hide? Do I even know if this mind of mine is even mine? It's a mental mind And time is what I need to find But if I can't find it what do I do then? Do I sit in mental silence? Reach for the sword or for the pen? But then again Silence is a mystery, a standing still of time A breach in reality And I could sit in silence holding nothing but hands but it's a choice, a privilege What is the demand? It's clear to me silence is tranquility No more choices, no more options, no more voices distracting me But if I can't choose Do I want to take that road? Can I leave my family behind? My friends, the people who ever gave a damn about my life The ones who cherished me, the ones that nurtured me The people who knocked me down so I could see who helped raise me Can I say goodbye to this life? It's a difficult world, I just want some peace A piece of peace for me and my mind I want the world to be quiet I don't know if that a cause, a luxury that's ever afforded to me Because evidently It's quite clear to see The only people who can truly value having silence Aren't the ones who have never been silenced