Feel Me?

I guess you wonder where I've been I searched to find the love within I came back to let you know That I think of you And I can't let go I guess you wonder where I've been And I can't let go My city fuckin' with me They tryna turn up with me Cause they know that I get busy I told my brothers when I make it That they comin' with me I put my life inside this music So I know that they gon' feel me Feel me My city fuckin' with me They tryna turn up with me Cause they know that I get busy I told my brothers when I make it That they comin' with me I put my life inside this music So I know that they gon' feel me Feel me I'm tryna run these rackies up Feel like I need a million bucks All bullshit to the side I'm tryna change the world for us Cause I know how it feel When you feelin' like you stuck I had my back against the wall I felt like no one gave a fuck Had a fallout with my dog About a bitch that really hurt me Cause if you know me Then you know I'm loyal as they come I can never snake my dog I don't know where you heard that from I put my family on my back City on the map Shout out my cousin Ricky Got the DXRTY on the hat Backwoods full of thrax Erase the pain and cut me slack I miss my uncle Willie And I wish that I could bring him back He had a heart of gold But I won't get to see him at my shows So everything I do for him And I put that on my soul I ask the lord above to watch me While I travel down this road I look up to my brother Pop He make me wanna chase my goals My brother Tyler called me Said keep cookin' up them flows Think I got a thing for old girl And I might just let her know Cause I only live one life And one day won't take things slow Imma stand on my grind In do time its gone' show My city fuckin' with me They tryna turn up with me Cause they know that I get busy I told my brothers when I make it That they coming with me I put my life inside this music So I know that they gon' feel me My city fuckin' with me They tryna turn up with me Cause they know that I get busy I told my brothers when I make it That they comin' with me I put my life inside this music So I know that they gon' feel me It's like all these trials and tribulations Bring this pain I gotta face it My mama fighting cancer I just hope that it don't take her They say to never meet your heroes I'm trying not to meet my maker It's like every other year I lose somebody Dog I hate it Watched my brother lose his sister My sister lose her brother Even though they not here physically I know we still got each other And every chance I get you know I'm telling Jodi that I love her Even though Maria birthed me She know she my second mother I'm out here I'm on all ten I'm tryna get us out the gutter Gotta bring the bag in I know I got what it take To go and make it happen Cause when they listen to my music They like damn he snappin I'm having visions of the future I'll be living lavish I do it for my fallen soldiers That I lost to madness My dad told me if I want it Then I gotta grab it I'm on my way up to the top You know I gotta have it My city fucking with me They tryna turn up with me Cause they know that I get busy I told my brothers when I make it That they coming with me I put my life inside this music So I know that they gon' feel me My city fucking with me They tryna turn up with me Cause they know that I get busy I told my brothers when I make it That they coming with me I put my life inside this music So I know that they gon' feel me Feel me