Hard or Heart

Bars are hitting harder than my father did Fuck the Gucci, fuck the louie coz im on my Prada shit aye Try chanel my energy into a craft So then me and all my Hermes Eating well and we can laugh yeah I remember times of never having shit I would Sell my own possessions just to get by with a stick what It's so crazy how addiction takes your life Think your mates are turning on you but it's really just your mind Is it illness or addiction you can pick one both go hand in hand I know that shit because I'm still fucked They say that you'll regret it when you care about your life Now I'm sober it's not over now I gotta pay the price Buck fifty fucks with me that's the state of my life I see the junkie in my face especially when I smile that's some hurtful shit I'm really just a nervous kid Life ain't how it seems its more facades for the appearances I hate to love myself but think I love to hate myself I think its rubbing off all of the drugs, my fathers tainted health Its Monkey see and monkey do Well all that's lefts for me to tie the knot My father's fucked but I am not I'm tryna see a higher God Ayy ayy ayy imma let you finish Buuuttt we want bars brah Fuck all yo trauma we want Bars I got shit I need to do before I end my life It used to be to pay my debts and then I'd go and say goodbye But now I've stuck around I'm seeing glimpses of a brighter life I've seen how life can be outside addiction and it's kinda nice Anyway they want them bars Should I rap just like the stars? Should I say Balenciaga as opposed to healing trauma Should I talk about the wraith and all it's stars instead of how to fix your life when you've been fucked right from the start? Should I talk about some foreign whips instead of how that trauma hits Should I mention all my VVSs And talk about some cheesy shit like how I'm always getting cheddar Fuck it if you're getting better We just want it sounding better I know your trauma was a living hell and that's great But shawty got that BBL and all ill say is that's cake I know you mentioned slitting wrists I guess it wasn't great But I just saw the thickest bitchs thighs I'm tryna suffocate Is it me Maybe prioritys are messed up Hold up brah like dummy thicc? Shitt i might be next up It's been a while I think i need a toxic ex cuz The better that the head is then the worse you'll get your head fucked See that's that shit right there Less feelings More toxic shit That's that hard shit Buck fifty fucks with me that's the state of my life I see the junkie in my face especially when I smile that's some hurtful shit I'm really just a nervous kid Life ain't how it seems its more facades for the appearances Buck fifty fucks with me that's the state of my life I see the junkie in my face especially when I smile that's some hurtful shit I'm really just a nervous kid Life ain't how it seems its more facades for the appearances