understand me better

Ayy, yeah, yeah, ayy, it's like, yeah, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, yeah it's like, it's ayy, it's like I think about it every time I'm feeling down But I, I have lived without it so it's never been around And I'm, getting so tired, missing love I never found Can you, fix me up, ayy, can you help me out, yeah Don't wanna admit it but I think I need some help I don't know what's love I don't think I ever felt Guess I got unlucky with the cards that I was dealt Or wasn't meant to be, maybe it was something else And I know that I ain't perfect, I don't want just one I see a woman that I like and wanna switch it up Always looking to improve but for you I'll stop I'll put you before all these hoes, put you at the top You told me, someone's gonna understand me better If it ain't you, I don't know if Ima let her I ain't dropping tears, I ain't send no love letter Even after everything, I don't regret that I met her Cause you the one that treated me good like I mattered Couldn't give you love, it made me sadder Stacking up the bread, all on my platter I've been going sad but, my pockets fatter I'm at the top, looking down When I'm getting top, I forget all about All the things you said when your face had a smile Pretty little thing, I think you're my favorite liar It's crazy you didn't care while I was here losing my mind Obsessing over you and this shit is all one side To you I'm just a dude, I ain't nothing in your life To me you're like a drug, with you it just felt so right Got a little affection and I turned into an addict Wanted you for more, bitch I really got to have it We could've been goals, match your necklace with my Patek Got a taste of lean and it turned into a habit You left me so damaged and I'll never be the same Every girl I talk to brings her memories in my brain like I've been here before will you also cause me pain All the things that I done been through in the end drove me insane