Blame (feat. RealDeshon, Bermuda Peedee & Ronald Taylor)

I'm dealing with this pain on my own Livin' in this world's got me cold How did I end up on this road Am I to blame I need a reason to fight I'm alone Someone save me I lay awake every night and I daydream I can't escape where my brain's been at lately Maybe I'm to blame I'm going through it I admit it The struggle's real, but I'ma handle business My ambition got me looking hunger stricken And my wallet's empty, every penny missing So I'm heavy sipping, trying to numb the pain I swear these shots hit different when there's more at stake I done dealt with opps so many times before that I hardly notice when they throwing shade All on me When they gon' call on me Take the blame, let it fall on me On my knees, praying to the Lord that shit gets better But I hear no response, so I guess I'll see When's it gon' change I need a break Yeah, I've been stuck in the rain Been lost for a minute Now got shit to figure out Time for a different route I need a change I'm dealing with this pain on my own Livin' in this world's got me cold How did I end up on this road Am I to blame I need a reason to fight I'm alone Someone save me I lay awake every night And I daydream I can't escape where my brain's been at lately And maybe I'm to blame They be asking me how I manage I just come through, trying to do damage I was making projects in the projects Last bitch tried to fuck up the process Thought I'd blow up I ain't even start yet Big moves, and I'm still independent Yeah, you looking at a rose, out the pavement No, I do this for the love, not the payment Couple bats, I just leave them in the basement If they resurrect, I'ma hit them with a facelift They gon' feel it, cause I'm speaking on the real shit Can't stop, cause a nigga too gifted, whoa Better off minding your own business, whoa Don't bother hitting my phone like, whoa Yeah, they gon' miss it when I'm on row I'm dealing with this pain on my own Livin' in this world's got me cold How did I end up on this road Am I to blame I need a reason to fight I'm alone Someone save me I lay awake every night, and I daydream I can't escape where my brain's been at lately Maybe, I'm to blame I've been on my own Don't try to come around now Fuck y'all, leave me alone Leave me alone Gotta make things right At the same time, carry this load of the things that I deal with Don't pretend y'all know what I'm feeling Over the years, I did my own healing Now I'm here, and I'm really succeeding I'm really succeeding, yeah, yeah Could never go back to those days when I wasn't getting paid No Gotta keep moving, take care of the fam My granny would've wanted that way Yes Always trying to see what I could do next Being real to your niggas, that's a real flex I'll give more to my kids I'll take less As long as they good, I got no stress I'm dealing with this pain on my own Livin' in this world's got me cold How did I end up on this road Am I to blame