Afterthought

I don't care if you talk down on me It just shows that you love me It just shows that you love me Won't you show me that you love me? Won't you show me that you love me? Throw me out to the bottom of the sea where I'm supposed to be Messing up everything that's meant for me Fucking off what I thought was my destiny Like it was never really there to begin with Like it was never even something to mention Just an afterthought in the back of my head It'll stay there forever until the day that I'm dead And after all that I saw I'd really rather be dead There's no point to all of this, I said to my friend There's only so much I can bare but I'll wait till the end Only so much I can say when it's already been said All these stupid thoughts are gonna stay in my head I don't care if you talk down on me It just shows that you love me It just shows that you love me Won't you show me that you love me? Can't you show me that you love me? Won't you show me that you love me? Drugs became your comfort, I know Life became a joke, I know If these topics make you uncomfortable I'll go You can stay, for awhile I can tell when it's awkward, the conversation starts to turn slow There'll be a day in the future when we look back at our lives and we say What a mistake Never a day that passes by, I don't look up in the mirror and I say What a disgrace And I won't let the pain do me in tonight, maybe tomorrow There's always two sides And whichever side I'm on seems to feel as bad as the other side Wish she gave me more time to make things right