Change

I lost touch of everything that I conjured Gave my heart to the wrong one Lost faith cuz of problems Disobeyed as an option I need space when I'm on one The weed might mess with my head but i still choose that over any concoction The world's poisonous enough, and I'm somewhat overly toxic Can't avoid the opps then it be known Cut man short for your growth There's money outside to bring home That's when I chose studio over road That fire insides the reason I glow I set a light any beat that I smoke Wet wipes like him get soaked Riddims I rip it like sounds of a toad Just from the bars I wrote I bought heat in the room like a radiator I asked Jesus take the wheel I couldn't carry that drive with infiltrators I knew things weren't adding up when man would underestimate us Wanna send shots? That steel on your chest might shock you no defibrillator I watch for the snakes when the serpent summons, it could be someone that I love Stomaching pain like pregnant woman imagine that mad feeling in your gut How could I abandon Gods plan on demand so in the process I trust I may blow anytime this year any day could be my month Caught in my feelings weeping Dancing in the rain was a step up Life's a bitch trynna make me quit But my odds in this won't let her Oh so quiet, cold and tired Didn't see no change in the weather Still out here riding, overexcited I can see change for the better Some might call me monster But comfort comes after conquer I wanna live Long enough to survive this hunger, leave on a high note like opera Walk your worth, treadmills in the trench to say it worked out long run I look back and reflect on how I turned out Not everyone else gets a shot where I come from There's not enough heads in the world that compare my amount of blessings Moving restless, how can I break down at a time like this I can't count on being wreckless Just been overseas and came back with another potential Now I can't rest til I see everyone eating Comfortably breathing But while I'm out here back home I pray everyone's cool back there Unless your respectful, your life's detrimental, soul might fly in the air Everyone's out to buy love cuz we're used to being cheated on a fare Everyone gos on a about "I" but still prang when everyone stares Diamond in the dirt Stuck between a rock and a hard place Trynna live good on my hard days, weary I find myself distancing God every time I ask myself where's he Am I loved for me or just used for certainties cuz I've seen friends that can rob your values, what's up with that burglary I was