Frostbite

The holidays are coming in Presents are under the tree I don't know if it's the mistletoe Or it's just me I don't want to celebrate I usually like to bake The cupboards are all bare Sitting in my wooden chair Staring at the stars And wondering where you are Seasons they change Happiness is a fleeting feeling Moments come like falling snow Scattered over lakes that glow From the Christmas lights This year my joy has frost bite My family is set to host A gathering full of games and toasts I don't want to attend My heart is shattered and it won't mend From jokes and conversations The fireplace it starts to dim December nights without my best friend Get a little lonely I miss the old me Seasons they change Happiness is a fleeting feeling Moments come like falling snow Scattered over lakes that glow From the Christmas lights This year my joy has frost bite I know you'd want me to be laughing But I can't do that without you Our memories they just keep on playing In my head on a loop I'm just pushing through Hoping the holidays are over soon 'Cause all they do Is remind me of how much I miss you Seasons they change Happiness is a fleeting feeling Moments come like falling snow Scattered over lakes that glow From the Christmas lights This year my joy has frost bite