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Baby baby baby Awww man Y'all done got a lot better man Making progress I see you I hear you Man hol on hol on lemme jump in You don't know my name yet But you're gonna know I'm the BNE Nowadays I don't mind homie Telling folks cause now there's nothing to find on me Why am I, so ashamed of my mind homie And how I will do music things with some eyes on me All these years, still can't play and sing same time, shit Matter of fact I still can't fucking play no live shit And who wants to hear about what makes me fucking cry, shit Took so damn long ain't no one waiting on my shit Another fuck up I'm starting to think I like to hurt Then I go to my vice, grind it, ignite the earth I get high on my high tides like I like to surf And crash down and drown, questioning my own worth Why do I do it? It's fucking useless this fucking music No matter how much I do it, feel like I'm fucking losing Record the pain, mix and master my fucking bruising But I can't stop, I swear this shit is fucking abusive Years ago I said I wouldn't do shit outta fear I got my ticket and said let's get the fuck outta here Full of hunger cause I swear I done ran outta tears Staying attached to my mic like it's a lavalier The only thing that's really been keeping my mind in tact The only thing that's on my mind when I be lying back The only thing that's never heard none of my lies, just facts The only thing that AI could never try to match And I bet they're all cheering and they're glad I'm gone Like take ya lame ass raps and all ya crappy songs I don't wanna hear shit bout what that cat be on Fuck that nigga, if you see him gon and pass it on That's why I'm all alone and I ain't got no real friends I'll never meet the standards, probably never be a real man Never had good luck and it ain't been that great lately And every other fucking day feels like everyone hates me Maybe I'm just overthinking all this shit and I just feel bad cause I didn't stay behind, I left, and everyone else has to stay behind, but they Could never change my mind, I know I gotta fucking do it I been stuck and stewing like what the fuck am I really doing Hamster on the cycle going round and round and round Cause I'm too busy bitching out on following my sound And I'm tired of hurting people that only wanted to help Cause how can they understand me if I don't understand myself Can't say I'll be gone forever, I'll check in from time to time I just need you to trust me, I promise that I'm fine Said I promise that I'm fine, yes I promise that I'm fine Put my soul into the music, and my heart in every line From that fated day in April, had this target on my mind Still burning in my head from when I started up the grind And if you get into my path, you done started up a fight With a starving motherfucker turning y'all to sacrifice And that's right after the demons, so y'all can get in line Single file, grab a number, man y'all can read the sign It say SAY IT TO MY FACE BITCH if there's something you don't like Oh yeah hey hey you you're next, hey I'm calling number 9 This for all them nights when I was up swallowing my pride Coding in the early morning and guitaring on the side Cause everything happens for a reason, that was his (and y'all) advice And that's what everyone kept telling me And what if it means nothing and it all falls apart I don't know