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So i been I tried everything that i think i can do It's like it's like my last resort She want the stars And wanted the moon I'd gave her that if she give me room Just a little space need some air to breath Resuscitation rap Then she say we just lost a seed She love to see me grieve At least that's how it seams Ask me to move After I've started something up and leave No foundation no family All the way to California Fuck she think of me No respect there no faith in me Screaming as soon as get home Must think there's faith in me She think there's bitch in me (She do) No disrespect I ain't no bitch I can break her neck Or I can step I chose to step chic-ago Focused on my future Fuck my past it can die slow I tried to express it The best way that I could Still got accusations Of fucking half of the hood Renea I don't know what else to say ma Yeah I fucked up So did you back in the day ma I'm to focused on today ma And tomorrow Trying to make a better way ma Now we gone our separate ways huh That's the cost of selfish ways huh Only our kids have lost today ma Never thought I'd see this day come There's more to it Yeah we got some seeds I got two with Chi And she got one with T. Plus we got one together Little Miama D But before we speak on that Let me speak on me Wasn't a perfect man At times way to aggressive Never punched her slapped her once For that there's no excuses Yeah my records blemished I'm man enough to admit it Never asked her to forget Just hopefully forgive it I guess them hopes is in vain I caused her too much pain I called her one too many bitches And she finally changed Maybe pictures and the texts Were just too much to bare Told her we didn't have sex I guess she didn't care I probably wouldn't either Why would I give a fuck Cheating is cheating You fucked up so suck it up Those were some cold words But they was oh so real How cocky of me Think I could lesson how she feels RENEA I don't know what else to say ma Yeah I fucked up So did you back in the day ma I'm so focused on today ma And tomorrow Trying to make a better way ma Now we gone our separate ways huh That's the cost of selfish ways huh Only our kids have lost today ma Never thought I'd see this day come Now back to Miama D Just know that daddy loves you I'm dreading these days I haven't had the chance to hold you But your mom's vindictive As you grow you'll see Can't control her thoughts (Nah) Please be more like me Please be more like your namesake Miama Sirleaf (rest in peace) Please be humble please be patient Please come back to me What kinda chick when she ready Play games with your kids And play with lives Like that's just what it is It's those ways that got us separate But you'll say it's cuz of other shit I'm the reason that I was suffering For holding on To what was never meant To be or not to be The time we spent Can't be replaced But we made a precious gem And plus it hit me way back when You could never love me Cause of how much you hated him RENEA I don't know what else to say ma Yeah i fucked up so did you Back in the day ma I'm so focused on today ma And tomorrow Trying to make a better way ma Now we gone our separate way huh That's the cost of selfish ways huh Only our kids have lost today ma I never thought I'd see this day come