Desensitized

I'm so desensitized I chose to die I want our tombstones side by side Too old to fantasize But this girl came and changed my life For better or for worse Still not sure what to think of this girl There was a time where she was my world I'd buy her anything diamonds or pearls Diamonds or pearls Diamonds or pearls Diamonds or pearls A friend of mine Warned me she was my demise Ignorance it drove me blind She always gave me butterflies I see constellations in your eyes So tell me did I catch you by surprise It made me have to tell you twice Was I right Was she wrong Did I cry To this song Can I lie I guess not Yes Every time I tend to think of her I want to shoot the skies The angels can't deny And I've got bigger fish to fry I'm split two ways I can't decide Don't make me go and change my mind Don't make my change my