a reason to say (feat. grasshead)

I try to find a reason, I try to find a way I try to find a reason to stay Let me explain, you always cut me off Nothing's wrong, suck me off, turn me on You're gonna love me when I'm gone This is just a song and I am just a ghost I hope that I don't overdose Love it when you love me most My mind is ill, my thoughts are gross Yeah, I'm toast to coast to coast With each step the wind blows Only God knows where I'll go God I try to find a reason, I try to find a way I try to find a reason to stay I thought of a sorrowful, colorful energy Right up to the end I don't really need no friends I'm sailing away, a skillful sailor never needed a hand, I flip the hourglass glass and watch the sand drip As we grow, time flows Stories grow to blow up Ten times fold, please just leave me alone It's cold outside and I just wanna stay and die No more service tonight Please don't break my mind I know they leave us blind I know they left us behind Left us behind Break my mind Break my eyes Escape my mind Escape now, I'm moving too loud I'm smothered by your thought Looking at the size of this crowd My senses moving through sound I'm seeing every gule on vibrating out Deflected from your lips The movement of your hips Morphing into taste The fragments remains Morphing into touch The feeling of your waist Into everything A dance of a wave I try to find a reason I try to find a way I try to find a reason to stay