Butterflies

You must be fit, smart and productive You must go to work and smile, happy Don't eat that shit, don't drink that wine You will be the perfect prototype Even when you exceed, you will follow the plan You will bleed like a rose and be cold like a gun In my office everyone seems gentle and kind When they insert the blade and let you die Felling depressed waking up in the morning The birds keep singing And my heart is drowning I listen to the third voice inside my head Paranoia laying lonely in my bed I found myself Screaming in an empty room I would rather be Seeping in your arms I found myself Screaming in an empty room I was eating bugs Sucking up my soul I am missing something, I am counting the Clouds I run for fear, I am messing around Pills down my thought, dark and deep like a Black hole A sticky soul, a crawling worm A dirty mirror covered in mould Eclipse by the moon, the dark side of your eyes I hope someone will hear me cry Felling depressed waking up in the morning The birds keep singing And my heart is drowning I listen to the third voice inside my head Paranoia laying lonely in my bed I found myself Screaming in an empty room I would rather be Sleeping in your arms I found myself Screaming in an empty room I was eating bugs Sucking up my soul I was try to reach out for you I am drowning in your lies Why are you inside my dreams? I m throwing up butterflies They're reading through my heart Digging in, tearing me apart A sticky soul, a crawling worm A dirty mirror covered in mould Eclipse by the moon, the dark side of your eyes I hope someone will hear me cry I found myself Screaming in an empty room I would rather be Sleeping in your arms I found myself Screaming in an empty room I was eating bugs Sucking up my soul I was try to reach out for you I am drowning in your lies Why are you inside my dreams? I m throwing up butterflies