Feelings

Stay reminiscing about the past so I'm poppin Percocets While everybody's sleeping, I just be up thinking about my pain and regrets You see the fire in my eyes, this shit as deep as it get I know some niggas want me gone, I know they pray on my death Really had me thinking that you loved me, shit, should've known it was cap All the times and moments just wasted, I can take that shit back Hoes look at that nigga crazy when I'm just stating facts I sip my cup and get in my zone to heal this pain and relax Man, I been feeling so much pain, I don't be feeling nothing And he gon' fuck around, lose his life, thinking he the toughest Hopping out, couple shots if he lack, nigga, I'ma up it Niggas talking crazy, bitch, we sliding, pack him up like luggage She said she gon' whack sum bout Dinero so nobody touch him But the bitch ain't stand on what she said, I'm thinking, I'm like, fuck it I'm sorry mama told you I wasn't gon' be in these streets I pray I don't drown in the water even though I'm in to deep. Only 20 still growing up, if you ain't real then you can't roll with us Going through it, I'm popping pills on empty stomach, got me throwing up I can feel the envy, cause they see a nigga going up Fuck the feelings, gotta run it up Only 20 still growing up, if you ain't real then you can't roll with us Going through it, I'm popping pills on empty stomach, got me throwing up I can feel the envy, cause they see a nigga going up Fuck the feelings, gotta run it up 2017, I heard they found my daddy dead, that shit hurt my soul Bitch called my phone, I said what's up and then she asked me what's wrong I said nothing, you said it was something, I can't hear in your tone Everybody say they with you, but you still feeling alone Lost my grandma, shit hurt so much, but I gotta stay strong And now the family ain't the same, can't even get along Put all my faith in God, try to right my wrongs So I'm just trying to put on Do right until I make it home! Shoelaces tied over these hoes, you know I ain't tripping And I've been running up this money, bitch I gotta get it And all the love been feeling fake, that's why I keep my distance Think about my niggas behind them bars, screaming fuck the system! Only 20 still growing up If you ain't real then, you can't roll with us Going through it I'm popping pills on empty stomach got me throwing up I can feel the envy cuz they see a nigga going up Fuck the feelings, gotta run it up Only 20 still growing up If you ain't real then, you can't roll with us Going through it I'm popping pills on empty stomach got me throwing up I can feel the envy cuz they see a nigga going up Fuck the feelings, gotta run it up!