TRUST

Change is eminent Take the time to watch these faces That smile with second hand memories Where Uncle Ben embraces Uh Family ties to All the people we give our lives to Before they would show us at Daytime how midnight is where all the darkness is times two I was tryna find you Cause you never said that my light would blind you You say you got me then you say the same thing when you tried to hunt me I guess you were Kraven The envy from Satan So the hope I was tryna give you Turned to jealousy even before I could save it I knew I was special Huh You saw me as beneficial I couldn't guess a bro would hoe just to sip my mission He called me a fake friend every time I didn't say the lies were real I know he was faking cause he's one of the reasons I know how to feel About the tension About the love they giving me Every time I see someone tryna get close I close the gap with a blame me cause I'm overly- complex so my Ex I un-exed doesn't guess that I just need time To know that my shooters on my side before I expect them to switch sides I'm overly PISSED OFF by the FACT these people think I'm unreliable They reason for the drought I'm just I'm just tryna build an oasis I was down for days when I saved you tell me why you never picked up the phone?! Prolly cause a bad relationship taught me that I shouldn't call I know that it's my fault BUT Its Your FAULT Cause YOU PROBABLY STILL CANT READ ME ! I Know I Should Open Up More But I DONT WANT YOU TO SEE THAT MY PAGES BLEEDING I know I've been distant but please don't leave I have something to say I know I've been strong for days but I need you to check and help me to pray Cause I've been trippin Somedays feel so sadistic I feel like all my tears can water clouds While I've been dripping I know my folks are down for me but I've been so-low lately Been acting solo all this time so I'm just tryna change me I'm just tryna stay Trying to let me breathe Tryna Open up my heart so that my heart can see That even over scars the pride-lands still have hope And that our brand new family can start with letting go So much love for you out here that you don't even know SOMEBODY TURN OFF THE GRAVITY