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From before to after Think I'm more an actor I think I'm goin' backwards I think I'm goin' backwards From before to after I think I'm sure an addict Pour some more to grasp it Pour some more to grasp it From before to after Think I'm more an actor I think I'm goin' backwards I think I'm goin' backwards From before to after I think I'm sure an addict Pour some more to grasp it Pour some more- Made a promise to my people, never leave 'em behind Squeezin' every last penny out and keepin' them dimes Demons comin' out to play, they been schemin inside Excuses for the tears that I see in your eyes (I'm sorry) I try not to trip, always strive for better I grind for this s**t, tryna find the cheddar I'm ice with this s**t but I don't mind the weather And when it's time to open, my hands are tied together Typa' lies I hear that always keep my circle tight Tryna find another high to chase than purple sprite Tryna find another highway for her and I That doesn't lead to all these dead ends, and all these perfect lies Can't speak fluently, I been seein' lucid dreams Memories are losin' me, and they think it's due to weed Always droppin' s**t but I can't do it for music I forgot what you said, I'ma need some reviewin' From before to after Think I'm more an actor I think I'm goin' backwards I think I'm goin' backwards From before to after I think I'm sure an addict Pour some more to grasp it Pour some more to grasp it From before to after Think I'm more an actor I think I'm goin' backwards I think I'm goin' backwards From before to after I think I'm sure an addict Pour some more to grasp it Pour some more to grasp it I stay workin' all the time But I'd be lyin' if I said it wasn't lonely on this grind Can I use this chance to make right? Can I empower who feel like I? Everytime I wake I tell myself "one day it'll change" I'm just tryna buy in full instead of payable rates I'm just tryna go through school and get them A's in a day Billy Madison these haters but I wait and I wait, cuz If life was perfect, then we'd all feel dead You only feelin down' now, you'll be a zombie then All the hate that's seepin' out your soul is obvious Kicked some people out my life that now I want back in Marijuana my cologne, my heart is made of stone Confidence ain't low but it's hard to shake the old Lotta people in my past, hope you see that I've grown Lotta weight I keep I try to see relief from my shoulders But at least I got closure