Deep In My Mind

You look at me in my eyes, all I can see is perfect I act like I'm confident, but underneath the surface I don't wanna lose it all No, I don't wanna lose it all Cause I don't wanna grow up, missing a piece of my heart that you owe Oh, it's my worst nightmare, not letting you know That if I ever lose you, I lose you In my mind, shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Hold on, this shit got me deep Tryna get to a level where I reach the peak I don't even bother myself and try to keep Pieces of my heart I know I left in the street Y'all done owned me emotionally, you should be proud Voices of pain in my head, they getting too loud Asking myself, why did father let me drown But I can't allow a n***a to page me now Time to time, a n***a can't breathe, he feels so numb He's stupid, he's so dumb Love lies on drum Now I'm trolling my scum In my mind, shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind I'm letting you know, there's some shit I can't let go Sip for depression man it's sore All these heartaches, such a bore Try by all means to go and score Can't live like this forever no How do I live when all are foes Help me get through all this bro Missing 90% is gone Only fake people calling my phone I don't wanna answer no more How I ain't know that y'all is chrome You were so real in my home These streets flipping every stone Now the same young nigga gone Now they say that they my bone Fuck all y'all Just leave me 'lone Haters way too much Way too much Like they E.M.E's Ain't never feeling welcome Feeling welcome Ain't no Jack M.B Type love, there's no such There's no such Nigga can't you see Realest is most fake Is most fake Still I can't believe Crying eyes on blur Eyes on blur Dawg I cannot see Weighing down on my chest On my chest Still I cannot breathe Deadass I lost hope I lost hope Dawg I can't stand this Question will I shoot Will I shoot Through the fucking ceiling In my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind Shit got me deep in my mind I want to blow up But you're saying the fears of my road that you wrote Oh, it's my worst nightmare And I'm letting you know That if I ever lose you, I'll lose you