I Don't Know (feat. James Meenan)

This song is, uh, dedicated to, uh, everyone that's ever had their heart broken And, uh, y'all know how that feels So, uh, we're just gonna roll with it a little bit, you know Mellow it down. This is for y'all I don't know what I gotta do to get you in my life Cause girl, I know you're the one I see when I close my eyes I don't know what I said to you that made you move But now I know when I'm all alone and it's hard to sleep You used to call me every morning to see how I was doing Now the calls have stopped and I don't know what I'm doing It's like you took a knife and shoved it straight through my heart Now I'm looking for you next to me, is it really that hard I wake up in a pool of sweat, soaking wet, drenched Hoping that there ain't no regrets But every thought I think is seeing you in my room Was it infatuation or did I care for you It was one of the two and I've felt it before And there was really something different cause you ain't like them whores Or, that's what I thought, getting caught in the bullshit you was leading me on All along and I knew it, tried to see through it Blinded by beauty, a beauty that I seen truly Cause you wasn't all moody and that was the first clue to me I never questioned a lectured her, I went on every day with a smile on my face Cause you made me feel good, not like a rest Cause the rest never gave a fuck less Now I'm wondering was everything you said in bed a test I fail to notice when a girl is bogus, now that you know this I I don't know what I gotta do to get you in my life Cause girl I know you're the one I see when I close my eyes I don't know what I said to you that made you leave But now I know when I'm all alone it's hard to sleep I don't know what I gotta do to get you in my life Cause girl I know you're the one I see when I close my eyes I don't know what I said to you that made you leave But now I know when I'm laying here it's hard to sleep Remember the times we shared and you became aware That I wasn't like the rest because I really cared I let you stay in my place when you was down and out You never heard a bad word coming out of my mouth I thought we saw a future, it was more than sex Place you high upon a pedestal and never forget You called me baby, honey, but could you ever love me I pondered this question and you would always keep me guessing I think about you day and night, do you feel the same way I thought you did when you told me we was on the same page I remember everything exactly, if my memory serves me correctly You will never forget me speaking so many words How much was true, cause everything that I said to you I meant it Girl, you all about the ropes cause you ain't got one in years And the water that you put it in could equal my tears Feeling so stressed out, so much self doubt About an unstable feeling that I can't live without I feel an emptiness like all the doors have been closed Slam right in my face, the whole world should know I gotta hit the road, my soul's exposed For everyone to see, let the story unfold I don't know what I gotta do to get you in my life Cause girl, I know You're the one I see when I close my eyes I don't know What I said to you that made you leave But now I know When I'm all alone and it's hard to sleep I don't know What I gotta do to get you in my life Cause girl, I know You're the one I see when I close my eyes I don't know What I said to you that made you leave But now I know When I'm laying here and it's hard to sleep How do you deal with a hurt that hurts so much I got attached to your ways after a couple of months They say time heals all wounds But there ain't enough time in my lifetime To heal this wound when I was with you My whole disposition changed Went from being filled with rage to mellow and tame I told my friends I'll never find a girl like you Now I'm back where I started in the same damn shoes Square one, no fun, this is the final outcome Reality sets in and I realize you're gone This is nothing like I pictured, I was ready for the worst But I guess I really wasn't and was bound to get hurt +Now I'm looking on the side of me laying in bed Wishing you was here next to me, I feel an empty nest I can smell your perfume, even try to taste you If I think hard enough, will it all come true Close my eyes, look back, I can see you in my arms Looking in the mirror at each other, try to move on But there ain't no moving on cause I dwell on the past And I guess the sayings right because nice guys finish last I don't know what I gotta do to get you in my life Cause girl I know you're the one I see when I close my eyes I don't know what I said to you that made you leave But now I know when I'm all alone it's hard to sleep I don't know Cause girl I know I don't know