Cardiac Arrest

When I was younger, I was always a big lover I mean, even up until now I've always been a hopeless romantic Wearing my heart under my sleeve if You can understand it When you get left a lot That shit leave you with Permanent damage I don't even know where My heart is right now Shit somewhere out here Stranded Look I lost my heart A long, long time ago I lost it to these women Cause they kept it for themselves Ohhh oh Well whether they love me Or they don't I wish they could know That I need it, more than ever For my health Ohhh oh I lost my heart A long, long time ago I lost it to these women Cause they kept it for themselves Ohhh oh Well whether they love me Or they don't I wish they could know That I need it, more than ever For my health Ohhh oh This is for Every single woman I ever loved I've been feeling Weaker than ever Since we last touched Bases with each other I'm asking for this one favor Could you Give my heart back that I lent I'm barely stable It's been many moons since we were one This, I know I can't love the way I loved you Part of me, so cold Only you and I know What we've done And how we bled in tears I need my heart back And my will I'm still Running from fears I'm still Running from fears That's my heart barely beating Decreasing, that you're hear Help me if you can! My heart been declining Lungs are dying Understand I need releasing from the tie You tied to my soul In my hand Look I lost my heart A long, long time ago I lost it to these women Cause they kept it for themselves Ohhh oh Well whether they love me Or they don't I wish they could know That I need it, more than ever For my health Ohhh oh I lost my heart A long, long time ago I lost it to these women Cause they kept it for themselves Ohhh oh Well whether they love me Or they don't I wish they could know That I need it, more than ever For my health Ohhh oh So maybe you can help me I been sick, so sick And you can nurse me back to healthy Where I'm from I'm blessed to make it out from my slums Made it out That's how I know that Buddha blessed me Studied and prepared Was more than scared When he would test me But I never gave up I advanced from where he left me Going hard regardless I been balling Lisa Leslie Always tried to grow They had A hold and wouldn't let me But I broke free Presidential Election, coming up I vote me State of our Nation Got me pacing Wanna OD Generational curses and pain Is in me, it runs deep Turn to my elders I'm disregarded It's on me Harassment and criticism From people who don't Lead Laughing and no support For my hard work I don't need They do everything in their power To defeat me But I won't leave Look I lost my heart A long, long time ago I lost it to these women Cause they kept it for themselves Ohhh oh Well whether they love me Or they don't I wish they could know That I need it, more than ever For my health Ohhh oh I lost my heart A long, long time ago I lost it to these women Cause they kept it for themselves Ohhh oh Well whether they love me Or they don't I wish they could know That I need it, more than ever For my health Ohhh oh