God's Eyes

I tell you if you only knew If you only knew I tell you if you only knew Yeah yeah I tell you if you only knew All of the shit that I've been going through You won't want to be me for a second I could've ruined you Like everything that I touch disintegrates Then I come to realize That this is all I do And I don't know why it happens I ruin it all in a second Now I don't want it Won't you tell the truth? How you didn't wanna see me rise Just like a wolf you came disguised But that's just nature's design Listen up This is all I've been living for I glistened up my armor Cause I was fighting for my life Seen them all, they're the same Telling you the the story of my pain I didn't know who to trust Playing the devil's favorite game They tried to make me give up Said I weren't ready for the ride I couldn't make this shit up This' just the story of my life I had nobody to turn to No one to show me right I took the time and I learnt it It didn't happen overnight And I'm so tired sometimes I contemplated suicide But I couldn't take the way of the coward It's just not how I'm designed No matter how hard they be trying Couldn't make them break my resolve I put it all on the table And made my verses resound How could you look at me now And say that I don't deserve this? Buried the pain in my heart To say I love you regardless I took a look at the world And if through God's eyes Through God's eyes I tell you if you only knew All of the shit that I've been going through You won't want to be me for a second I could've ruined you Like everything that I touch disintegrates Then I come to realize That this is all I do And I don't know why it happens I ruin it all in a second Now I don't want it Won't you tell the truth? How you didn't wanna see me rise Just like a wolf you came disguised But that's just nature's design Guess I had way too much esteem For you lately You tried to take all for yourself Is you crazy? I gave you everything I had No complaining I watched you turn your back on me When I needed you And what's so interesting These be the ones I call my friends They be so incandescent I see the fake, I just pretend Ever since adolescent I've been this way You can't persuade me You just can't stand to me see me winning But you gon' have to when I'm finish Now feel the vibes Can't deny I'm about to Spin the tides Endless flights Dreaming loud Every fan be Screaming out And that's on Khash Ain't no changing It's the same me Call me crazy Living brazen Never doubted For a second I'm gon' make it But sometimes I gotta tell you It's not easy Knowing they hate me Albeit for no reason I tell you if you only knew All of the shit that I've been going through You won't want to be me for a second I could've ruined you Like everything that I touch disintegrates Then I come to realize That this is all I do And I don't know why it happens I ruin it all in a second Now I don't want it Won't you tell the truth? How you didn't wanna see me rise Like a wolf you came disguised But that's just nature's design Oh yeah I tell you if you only knew