Do Not Disturb, Pt. 2

As a man I know I shouldn't talk about my pain Supposed to just move on and flip to the other page, Deep inside I'm fightin' a reason not to rage So please love, understand my view when I say That feelin' of love got me afraid I can't ask God if he knows what it takes But still my pen travel the length of the waves With all the shit that I should take to my grave My brother seen me in the darkest days We been thrown away like every drop of the rain I'm at your neck for every dollar that I make And ain't no bread around here that we can ever break Everyday I learn to shoot outside the paint And when I aim no reason to pump fake Theres good a reason why I gotta stay in shape I know my bed in heaven or hell is already made It's time for me to open up shit I'm super glad Sometimes people question what I do as a dad Bouncing city to city tryna earn myself a bag Got this pain inside my heart forever holding me back Can't express emotions so I lay it on the track Good za keep my mind from racing so relaxed Visions of living with my daughters my plaques Labeled as the absent father, so I sit back and laugh Damn, the shit that I go through on a basis Mind is still racing, heart is still aching Two pretty daughters and they growing so amazing Tarnishing my image all these people been mistaken Like is this just the history in the making? Daily I've been praying but them demons not escaping Hate leaving my daughters my little babies Way to much shit on my mental make me crazy Can't even talk to my babies no for real Smile every day but deep down I'm still in hell Off the THC I fell in love with the smell Might be my last go around the sun a farewell I just want to put those two in some Chanel Teach them new things, that real life would never tell Put em in a business, bring in new clientele God told me be patient gotta know yo personnel Better without you is something that's been a fact tho Working on a daily I'm tryna bring in the cash flow Fighting for my gurlies but steady labeled a ass hole Demons been my best friend since Kobe with a Afro Can't nobody check me I'm hitting hearts with the last flow Selling out arenas got it packed back to the last row Way to versatile can spit bars, hit the last note Been to hell once but it feels like I'm going back bro Follow your heart, be happy You're not alone, your mental matters Your life matters, you're here for a reason I love you, and remember, it's going to be okay :)