What Do I Do Now?

What's your worst fear about what's going on Well that he really is depressed That he really is, in a place I, I don't know what that is I don't know what he's thinking And I can't get to him I can't You cant reach him I cant reach him Bitch I'm Bitch I am dying The oceans are frying The prophets just killed all the people who thriving Maggots are swarming Earth isn't turning Demons keep squirming despite my defiance Scratch out my eyelids Ready the sirens Coming of death Point to the fighting All just a waste Out of my face Thrown to the gutter Fucked up I've been blinded Lately too high and I'm losing my grip Snort up a pill when I'm loading my clip Stare down the rabbit hole Waiting to slip To the dark where I park and avoid all the sin Demons surround me Mind getting cloudy Might just lay back as they tear me to shreds Bitch I been dead Out of my head Make up the coffin and lay in the bed where I bled Ah Ah Ah Lost shit Am I lost bitch? In the stars With that hard shit in my nostrils Call me toxic Not shit when I drop hits Got me off it Six more pills 'till I go fly I can never do no right So out of it Been abusing shit Overdosing bitch I cant keep going on this way Slit my throat and let it rip How you get me in this shit? All I got left is a pic You could be my memory Die with me Who gives a shit? Are you worried that he's depressed to the point where you think he might kill himself See, I don't know I don't know