Keep Staring

I'm coming, I'm running, I'm gunning I'm 'finning to the hunt of solutions to all my problems beginning with my childhood End it with a bump of the soft, to get to jumping it off Straight through my lungs and I cough, like a child would I'm not going to fret, or beat myself up and let it get to me The time that I spent just drowning in dread, like a mental breach Fucked in the end, no luck in the end, like a rectal bleed What's to defend, these drugs ain't a friend who stand next to me Lived through a glamorous life, hammered up every night When time didn't matter, my mind would unravel I tried to just dabble, I'd rant and I babble That I would get sober in time, I get over it I win the battle, like lassoing cattle I'm back in the saddle, my mind was too fragile, blind eyed, so I scrambled Obliging the madness, I find myself saddened, alive, but I can't live Confined, by the past when Words too candid, feel heard like a stampede, I'm cured wait I can't be Implored by the past me, ignored like a trash heap, keep pouring out some gas, heat We endure while it lasts, deplete, the war inside is back Retreat, start boarding up, prepare for attack Pre-heat, like King James, when he left the Cavs Three weeks, till the storm that's up ahead returns back These peeps want more, let's give them something to stare at, bet So y'all can keep staring So y'all can keep staring, I'm a do me Telling my stories, on these lyric sheets Over my own beats, how I beat these streets This is my retreat, I finally feel free, so y'all can keep staring Y'all can keep staring I'm gonna do me Tell my stories It's how I release heat I finally feel free I'm coming, I'm running, I'm gunning I'm finning to blow and explode Like I'm spitting napalm Glad I quit my day job Harness all my thoughts into bars, bombard the charts I'm a star View from the top, I see far, and I'm a stay up Nothing to sweat, I bet I can take on the industry Someone told me I can make it, if I just invest in me Someone once said I'm the greatest, goddammit, I did agree That someone was me, yeah, I made it, hey Ma look, no Uncle Tony Bitch, I'm a glamorous guy, rich, my limit is the sky Fix my disastrous life, Twix, when I left, I was right It's really passing us by, quick, in the blink of an eye Cryptic descriptions, depicting conflicts within me I'm sick, so fill my prescriptions, correcting plights in my mind Yeah, I followed my bliss and my instincts led me to thi And I think I'm ready for this shit, to manifest into riches Biopic, found in non-fiction, my story surrounds addiction My glory found in my diction, outpouring of my conviction Convincing kids to come with me, it kills indiscriminately At will, like rock, when it hits me, I have to stop or I'm dead meat Cause from the top, I pretend, we all have a part, like the Red Sea Whay goods a heart when it's empty, poured it out on this is me There's more to Timmy within me, I'm dizzy, spinning like envy I'm busy winning, don't let me forget the losses that made me Regret is costly, and lately, I'm off the wall, like Em and Reggie, keep staring So y'all can keep staring So y'all can keep staring, I'm a do me Telling my stories, on these lyric sheets Over my own beats, how I beat these streets This is my retreat, I finally feel free, so y'all can keep staring Y'all can keep staring I'm gonna do me Tell my stories It's how I release heat I finally feel free