For Myself

I'm just trying to be the best for myself I be too hard cause it's hard to ask for help If you my friend then you should know when I ain't right Trying to make the best decisions in my life Blessed to wake up so you know I'm on the go See em' creeping but I act like I don't know I got some fire in my veins but I'm cold You feel it and you hear it when I talk that I got soul Just play your role Thought that you had game I maintain It's my word It's my name I got problems but I'm not one to complain Yeah I got problems and you gon' talk to me straight I'm leaving if that's not the case Staying quick up on my feet I gotta win the race I gotta question what is up with all this hate Don't you know I'm trying to better you and that gon' make me great I can't be late, make 'em pay Can't be tamed, don't be lame Ain't no shade, ain't no shame Now you played Oo, Oo Look what I did I just picked myself right up again Look what I did I just picked myself right up again This is what you gotta do if you gon' plan to win There's something that I'll never have to do is go pretend I defend from offensive Watch ya' tone no clarinet, she playing sex You want me now, I want her next No room to flex, right here I bet Watch me sweat, yeah need a check I don't confess, hold your breath Ain't no rest, clean the mess It's how I step, you never met I hope you get, this is me Had to do it for myself, no one else Money means a lot but no it don't mean health It's the root of all my evil Staying grounded for my people Cut the laughter cause you gonna realize that after You deny reality This is the fatality Thinking of subliminal memories Wonder if you meant for me No she can't be meant for me Cause she could be next to me Don't be friends with me And that's okay with me Don't wanna make a scene Don't wanna make it seem This might be a dream So play the hand I'm dealt You really played yourself You really let yourself (Go) I might need the help Some things I am the master My bitch be staying pampered But baby I got it for myself Life is crazy mental health Mental note spend the wealth Making noise moving stealth Money can't buy happiness but I know it can help So I just picked myself right up again Look what I did I just picked myself right up again This is what you gotta do if you gon' plan to win There's something that I'll never have to do is go pretend I just picked myself right up again Look what I did I just picked myself right up again This is what you gotta do if you gon' plan to win And something that I'll never have to do is go pretend