Stay To Myself

I don't wanna talk to nobody rather stay to myself I was there for everybody when they needed my help Try to say what's going on but they don't know how i felt And they never understood that shit was making me melt I try so hard not to cry, you could see it in my eyes I be fucked up in the head I feel sometimes i wanna die I be wanna risk it all like fuck it i just wanna slide I be stuck up in my ways that shit be fucking with my pride I'm not sorry for the way i'm about to act They was lookin for the old me well fuck it man i'm back They kept telling me to chill so i said fuck it just relax But now it's fuck everybody who ain't there and that's a fact Can't fuck with you and that's that, my heart is frozen Stabbed so many times up in my chest my heart is broken I said fuck the world so many times ain't use a trojan Beats bring out emotion, swear this shit just got me open Gotta get that shit in motion, time to focus up Told big cuz we gotta go and get it hope they notice us Every time we step up on that scene man they gone know wassup I became a man as a youngin look ma i'm growing up Remember we was babies on that block when we was posted up They gotta see i'm grown now Ion do no handouts get it on my own now Playing coverage two i gotta get up in that zone now I don't need nobody with me rather be alone now Jus focus on my bread, lately been seeing red Shit be flowing through my head, you gotta lay you made your bed And i be thinking to myself like what if i end up dead Can't let my ummi see that happen, ima get that shit instead That's the shit that's on my brain, shit been driving insane I like to sit through the storm, i'm used to walking through that rain They don't know how it feel i take a loss and then i gain Cause i been through a lot of shit but they won't understand my pain And I fuck with uncle benjie, he the only nigga with me I can't trust a lot of niggas so i'm always staying 50 I told all my brothers i can't go if they ain't with me When i try to open up people use that shit against me Im tired of feeling like the bad guy Please don't bring me bad vibes Y'all done woke a demon up, time to show my bad side The baby on my moms, got younger siblings on my dad side I know they lookin up to me i can't do a bad job I don't wanna talk to nobody rather stay to myself I was there for everybody when they needed my help I try to say what's going on but they don't know how i felt And they never understood that shit was making me melt I try so hard not to cry, you could see it in my eyes I be fucked up in the head I feel sometimes i wanna die I be wanna risk it all like fuck it i just wanna slide I be stuck up in my ways that shit be fucking wit my pride And you not here with me Remember i was down up on my ass you wasn't there for me I done been through hell and back before you gotta bare with me Remember when you ate up in my face and you ain't share with me I got some for you, I could erase you from my memory You ain't rocking with me you could keep that same energy You can't call me family lil nigga you ain't kin to me I get disrespectful I don't care if i make enemies Go get it jus by any means I done seen a lot and i'm still traumatized, i just gotta get it that's the bottom line I come from the trenches where you see a lot of mommas cry That's fucked up, told lil bro just get your bucks up Cause when you at the top man they can't touch us That's a fendi fact, a label called my phone and i ain't hit em back Feel like i lost a lot but still ain't get it back I just gotta chill and get on my grind for real Niggas from my hood done turned to feens cause they be popping pills I don't wanna talk to nobody rather stay to myself I was there for everybody when they needed my help Try to say what's going on but they don't know how i felt And they never understood that shit was making me melt I try so hard not to cry, you could see it in my eyes I be fucked up in the head I feel sometimes i wanna die I be wanna risk it all like fuck it i just wanna slide I be stuck up in my ways that shit be fucking wit my pride Uhhuhh uh Uhhuhh uh I don't wanna talk to nobody, I rather stay to myself