S.I.R.

I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you I'm pretending, and that's all I can do The love I'm sending ain't making it through Damn son, where'd you find this She's different Damn, since you crossed me, I'ma cross you Same time I picked the mic up, same time I lost you Cause you never came to me and told me it's gonna cost you And if it wasn't for you, I never would've started too Thought I got through to you, the night I dropped needed you But I can see that it don't mean a thing to you And I'm not finna sit here and put all the blame on you Cause I played my part too, I was grimy too But I really wanna know, what happened to them diamonds What happened to the necklace? What happened to the ring Why did we fuck this up? Why am I not enough Why does everyone seem to abuse my trust Cause I can't keep love, cause really I don't want it And I hate the fact that you sit there and stunt like I wasn't there for you Or I embarrass you, when I was only motherfucker taking care of you I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you I'm pretending, and that's all I can do The love I'm sending, ain't making it through to your heart I know you know Danger, when I can't control my anger TJ told me if I'm gonna do it, drop a banger KO told me if I'm gonna do it, keep it gangster Guess told me if I'm gonna do it, I gotta crank it They treat us like animals and they lock us in cages In that bitch I had a shank because it was dangerous We get out and we fuck up, how the hell can you blame us When society was taught, to fucking shame us We was in there smoking out of Bible pages Get around our families and they treat us like strangers I was in that bitch and I was going bananas Ain't getting no better cause they trying to tame us They ain't trying to change us in that bitch you nameless Dudes get some power, all of a sudden they famous Make you shit in a bag and I'm not even playing Or give you some draws and they got shit stains in them I got a fucked up situation They done gave me eight years of probation I already know I'm not gonna see graduation So it's more fucking time I'm facing They keep you in the struggle in the stripes so they can try to suck out your life Suck out your life I've been lonely, I've been waiting for you I'm pretending, and that's all I can do The love I'm sending, ain't making it through to your heart Now I see my demons and I'm barely even sleeping And I'm praying for a reason I can stop all this bleeding And I don't need a reason and I'm barley even sleeping I need ya I need ya Now I see my demons and I barley even sleep at night Now I see my now demons, now I see my Now I see my demons and I barely even sleep at night Now I see my demons and I barley even sleep at night As the old me I predicted all my recent flights Problem is inspirations drying up and I'm slowing down Now I see my demons and I barley even sleep at night I don't know why but life keep me at a decent height As the old me I predicted all my recent flights Inspiration drying up and motivation slowing down Losses in my recent fights Losses in my recent fights It's hard to sleep at night Dreams of dying hold me tight Out of mind out of sight I give it all my might But try as I might it gone be alright I'm a die tonight I will be waiting for you Its all I can do Now I see my demons and I'm barley even sleeping I need me a reason my burdens is bleeding I need me a reason, hurting inside I was trying to remain alive I needed a reason to survive Tell me I need to grow up Get it together Ronnie