Crashing And Burning

Crashing and burning not learning about what I've crafted I'm back bitch I'm backspinning on black backboards You asking about my life and why it turned to a rap chorus Cause that's hoarse had to be let out sometime I mean what was I gonna do Just sit here and let it fester in this fucking room Looking at the walls as they spill skeletons Painted by Bon Jovi You know about it but god don't know me Got a complex and some shit that you won't show me I crashed and I burned back in twenty sixteen Living on a swift dream Tryna get the big cream Hanging by a thin string Niggas know he did leave What did I achieve besides being supervened Man are you between yourself Or do every single night you dream yourself I wanna know about the scene itself Where's the blood Why exactly am I caught in the mud hear a thud From the room it's a water droplet Containing multiple lives I look into it and I see the hopeless and strife Shit that I'm living That's what it's about being driven Being ridden good riddance To those days that are forbidden Are you fucking kidding I just got done knitting I find a perfect fitting Now I gotta get done freestyle or written Doesn't matter as long as the whole essence Is achieved As long as the man never bleeds and he's bereaved Then he's achieved good grief amor fati Blow my motherfucking brains You won't identify the body Now I'm ready to die man do you got me Crashing and burning and asking niggas If they really shot me It shocked me when I dropped the ring here I did it all in a span of three years I keep it clear I need the spirit I need to cherish it Everyday avoiding embarrassment My heritage and my parentage is all cursed A raw verse spit from the pit of my stomach And I augur the life that I've lived that I've augured Have you seen what it means to be on or Are you too caught up in crashing and burning And not learning Niggas is too busy fucking turning A bunch of tables With gum Fuck it I'm just gonna go back on my run Today now I'm hung The microphone is done it's fucking strung I know about how I ended it and how it begun So I'm crashing and burning And I'm blackening sun And I'm asking what's happening And I'm snatching his tongue What's happening dog I wanna know about that fog you was lost in What's happening to that coffin that was walking Often chalking and circumscribing the vibes you knew And now it's about the revival too And the disciples too And is it about your libeled truth I wanna see it crashing and burning I'm back to just learning I'm putting my ashes in urns man After the weak end of the deal My ink pen will it spill I see men in the wills I need chances Please just give me one more I feel untoward like one man with a glum forest Run Horace Like the grant nigga Chicago you know about it The bullshit that I'm done rerouting I'm all out and Crashing and burning Back to returning The ash in the urn and The weak end of the deal Back to observing