Out of Place

I'm so in love with you There's nothing I wouldn't do for you For you For you I'm so in love with you There's nothing I wouldn't do for you For you For you There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you Strap me up, I would fight a war for you We from the 772, where the waters all blue Where the dreams don't come true till we finally move And if I could, I'd take you far away We can still come back for the holidays I don't want to stay, what else can I say I'm feeling out of place even at my own place, dang August 2020, just got us some money The itch is finally scratched and I feel a little funny Went from being broke, now we're stacking up like 20 Racks and now we running, far away is where we gunning Colorado's where we're coming The sun is in my eyes I am blinded by the light Something isn't feeling right Probably should of chose to fly Don't know why we chose to drive Get a hotel for the night Wake up, get back to the grind, yeah We finally made it after traveling four nights In our new home, we're 'bout to build like it's Fortnite We've arrived but a piece of me feels like it has died Unaware I'm getting left on like the fucking porch light, damn We were jobless for a nine month wait No babies in the oven, but we're always getting baked We're burning through the cake, how much longer will it take Before we get a job, and we're finally getting paid She finally got one, in the spring of '21 We were having plenty fun, things are finally looking up Then this one day she looks at me and asks if she can say What's really on her mind, it turns out that my wife is gay And shawty wasn't faking, something must've been awakened Opened up the marriage, but I guess I was mistaken Got another girl and my wifey couldn't take it The boat done got to shaken, our marriage started breaking but I'm so in love with you There's nothing I wouldn't do for you For you For you There is nothing that I wouldn't do for you But understand I lived a life before I knew you We from the 772, where the waters all blue Where I killed shit with my crew and some legends grew And if I could I'd live in yesterday Cause if you asked me those would be my better days What else can I say, I think we should've stayed I'm feeling out of place even at my own place, dang If I knew her problems, probably would of fixed them The signs were right in front of me but somehow I had missed them Suicidal tendencies were clouding up my vision And getting rid of me had just became her only mission So, when I had attempted, and I manned up to admit it She went and called the cops and she had my ass admitted And once I was in there, that's when she knew that she was quitting She said fuck what she committed, from my home I was restricted Don't know where the fuck I'm living, packed my car up to the brim Never spoke a word to me, she changed our whole lives on a whim Had my dad fly out to get me, wouldn't be here without him Can't believe that's what she did, I guess it is just what it is But I'm getting over it This my only life to live I am back here in the fort And I'm about to get it in I have taken enough losses It's about time for a win I'ma do it for my friends And for the city where we live, cause I'm so in love with you There's nothing I wouldn't do for you For you For you I'm so in love with you There's nothing I wouldn't do for you For you For you