chemicals (feat. MO$h, Bradily, diacetyl & QWNN)

Wait for a moment Just wait for a moment Cause you said, so much for trying Those were your words not mine Oh you're chemicals, just fucking chemicals So why the fuck do I care so much The hell I'm supposed to do When I just think of you Just tell me why you mean so much So much, so much, so much to me So much, so much, so much to me I feel poisoned by the pain you're causing me You break me down I can't fucking breathe I can't handle you making me breakdown I hate all your friends so I can't come around We just fell off I don't understand you You cheated on me yeah you play me like a fool Always make me feel like I'm insane I don't wanna check my phone Cause that shit go through my brain Just checked my phone ain't a text in like three days Stress and drugs fucking me in a three way What's hurting me are prerogatives Cause you left me taking chemicals to feel a lil' more positive It's 2am and I ain't been to sleep in a day And I blame on the chemicals for fucking up my brain Cause life ain't been the same We've been fighting way too much the chemicals to blame The toxins you have put inside my brain Somehow make me proud of you and hide the shame I know it's my fault but I wish you were to blame The saddest part of it all I'd do it all over again Cause I'm addicted to the rush baby I know I've been too much lately Just need you on my tongue maybe To go clean and convince myself I'm not crazy Oh you're chemicals, just fucking chemicals So why the fuck do I care so much The hell I'm supposed to do When I just think of you Just tell me why you mean so much So much, so much, so much to me So much, so much, so much to me And the chemicals bleed me I don't know why we never had a chance to try You never had an antidote, stop it with the antidotes I never knew I needed realigning You never told me that the lights we blinding And with these chemicals the agents binding I wanna run away I miss the silence Cause when I'm with you feel the poison climbing