Blackout (feat. Doug Street)

Stood up and saw it was Friday Hook up then discard its the same no change If someone showed up to play my game I couldn't control myself and I dread it yeah How I'm spending my weekends I'm dreading everything I do And I couldn't live with myself If I had to live without you You said meet me at the hot spot whens everybody going to hop out Say surprise but there was no one take my soul into the clouds But you ain't got no halo why you draggin me so low Got me feeling a hole grow in my stomach its so cold You say its just in the moment a whole future gone it's lonely You are the drugs when I black out and you flood my emotions Everyone on the same page, not me They all want to stay away, worried Take knives to me like caesar, they hurt me Stuck in the mud don't think I'll ever be free Everyone on the same page, not me They all want to stay away, worried Take knives to me like caesar, they hurt me Stuck in the mud don't think I'll ever be free I'm so done with the repeat with the recheat and I'm done feeling so lonely I'm so done with the same old song and dance it's killing me, it's slowly Taking what I had and throwing it out on the lawn Faking what we had, the feelings never lasted long It's time for a switch up, thinking up everything that could go wrong Become a better me, cut the jealousy, that didn't help anyone Sort through my priorities, cause I had them all impaired I didn't care about myself, I know it wasn't fair It's like the walls are closing, and there's no door to open It's like my body's frozen, I'm losing all my focus It's like the walls are closing, and there's no door to open Next time I fall in love, I swear I'm overdosing Everyone on the same page, not me They all want to stay away, worried Take knives to me like caesar, they hurt me Stuck in the mud don't think I'll ever be free Everyone on the same page, not me They all want to stay away, worried Take knives to me like caesar, they hurt me Stuck in the mud don't think I'll ever be free