Reality (feat. Morgz & Dallas Anselmo)

I won't wait and see What you got in store for me I know what I really need My reality Get my money stack all that shit up Not gone let you fuck it up for me Selling drugs was an option home girl would do it often But I know the cops watching might jus put me in a coffin I'm coughing up my smoke maybe I'll get cough up with that dope But if I do that's the end of my rope 25 years that ain't no joke Murder that she wrote for me life been choking me Maybe devil Gotta hold me bank account folding me Just like Cole got a dollar and a dream well I had a dollar 19 Ever since I was 19 On a nightly basis I was seeing brand new faces around me new influences surround me They drown me in this lifestyle alcohol drugs bitches and nights out Get home 5am turn the lights out got a girl and she Mrs. right now She right now (I'm right now) Don't get what the hype bout Maybe I need a girl that gone ride out life with me But she gotta like me for Avery that bitch gone not like me for ATV I won't wait and see What you got in store for me I know what I really need My reality Get my money stack all that shit up Not gone let you fuck it up for me Reality is really harsh different for every person Reality is when you march but the system ain't working Reality is swiping cards go and get you a Birkin Reality is catch a charge cuz your pockets was hurting Reality is that they didn't like you back Reality is that they using you for cash Reality is when you go back to your crib and feel alone because you feel like they were all you fucking had I can't keep running I can't keep loving I can't keep my world sane so I say nothing about it Million miles in my head I got a thousand mountains Energy a hundred but I feel like ten down it tears me to pieces It tore my to leave and I didn't even wanna go But reality is weird so questionable Should we live in fear or take the ladder set it up and see how high we can go Maybe climb in a boat sail the seas but could we really keep it afloat I don't know man confused if my destiny is really chosen Or if I write my own life the way I go and I'll admit I'm scared of the unknown I wonder how it unfolds I won't wait and see What you got in store for me I know what I really need My reality Get my money stack all that shit up Not gone let you fuck it up for me Niggas dreaming different than me Niggas give up on they stuff and it ain't sitting with me I ain't gone be another failed this failed that no money no track record Of being a nigga never saying never Nigga dreaming different than me Niggas give up on they shit and it ain't sitting with me I ain't gone be another failed this failed that no money no track record Of being a Nigga never saying never Ain't get say goodbye to Jay before I had to move We kinda had a falling off to go and speak the truth I would see him in the hallways at the water fountain Then I saw the news he saved a girl but he fell of a mountain It shocked me even tho we didn't speak that often I wish I woulda done more but now he in a coffin I know he had dreams but now he can't do that shit So now I gotta dream and I ain't giving up on that Niggas dreaming different than me Niggas give up on they shit and it ain't sitting with me I ain't gone be another failed this failed that No money no track record Of being a nigga never saying never Niggas dreaming different than me Niggas give up on they shit and it ain't sitting with me I ain't gone be another failed this failed that No money no track record Of being a nigga never saying never Man I was fucking up I was fucking way more my numbers up Focused on hoes party's drugs and double cups I fucked up some hearts because I couldn't love I fucked up Arizona I was fucking up Atlanta Went and fucked up with LA And I'm still fucking up Montana Didn't know what to do with girls that I had But I took a step back I was being like my dad I can't have that Cuz' I'm better than my past that was filled with absence and lack of presence like a lab rat Shit toxic need a hazmat but I put in time learned my shit like studying for the ASVAP Feeling dry like a post without a hashtag So I went and got a team of rag tag outcasts and I know we Killing it All got dreams and I know we fulfilling em Had dreams of shows and hoes and cars and clothes Money to share so the fam ain't stressed those Ima pay my siblings college tuitions All because Of intuition to put myself in the position to make a living off my dream Falling in between dreams and reality God and mortality death and vitality Dreams and reality are different cuz reality don't lie Reality is Dr. king had a dream and he died So realistically who the fuck am I