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(Cannot hold my heart, impatient) (I cannot hold my heart tonight, again) Can you pick me up? On my knees, I pray for ya' (For ya') Can you pick me up? On my knees, I pray for you (For you) Say, that I'm different, I know how I look Maybe I don't, I don't know where to look Thinking I'm active, still slow in my nook Time, time ain't give, but it took Trying to get out, chains inside of my room Stuck in my head, yeah I'm stuck in a tomb Argue with them, but I'm crying to you Crying to you, 'cause I'm broken in two Don't know what to do, now Inside confused, "who are you, now?" Asking myself, but cannot find the truth Feigning for solitude, wasting my youth Feeling so ugly, I hide every time Can't face the loss, I just cry every time Running from sadness, I know, that you're hurting Sorry, I'm distant, I feel like a burden Hit me with questions, they asking me, "Why?" "You say you care, why do you always lie?" Can't tell the reasons, I hate them myself I shelter away, when I think of her health Withering leaves of my happiness, how could this happen? It's hacking away at my world Know, I should be there, but I'm in a curl Fighting that cancer, I swear I could hear What you been dealing with, know what you bear All of that aching for us, do we care? I promise, I do, losing you what I fear Endure all the pain, I would do it for you I love you, I know I should be there with you Push you away, 'cause I'm scared of the outcome In my head, I just hope to get out one Love you forever, without you, I am none Oooh Oh-woah Can you pick me up? On my knees, I pray for ya' (For ya') Can you pick me up? On my knees, I pray for you (For you) (Pray for you) (Pray for you) (Pray for you) (Pray for you)