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wake up check my texts snooze knock out again alarm stop this time ig dms spent half an hour on the clock app trends now i wish that i could look like them two hours i finally get out of bed 
trapped in the bathroom with my reflection a staring contest that i won't win taking steps to love the physicality that i will be embodying goddamnit will i have to do this daily? making habits don’t forget to brush my teeth moving my body making beats goddamnit will i have to do this daily? i'm far enough along but not quite enough to not be writing songs i'm insecure but keeping on i hope that i’ll keep going strong i'm far enough along but not quite enough to not be writing songs i'm insecure but keeping on i hope that i’ll keep going strong wake up different bed but the same damn dreams alarms off, fuck! shit! its almost three spent half the day catching up on zzzs just to stumble out onto the street convinced i'm dying, i'm all washed up can't build a brand no one gives to fuck learning i need to make my own love but most days shit is kitchy and dumb taking steps to love the physicality that i will be embodying goddamnit will i have to do this daily? making habits don’t forget to brush my teeth moving my body making beats goddamnit will i have to do this daily? i'm far enough along but not quite enough to not be writing songs i'm insecure but keeping on i hope that i’ll keep going strong i'm far enough along but not quite enough to not be writing songs i'm insecure but keeping on i hope that i’ll keep going strong oh oh hope that i'll keep going strong yeah hope that i'll keep going strong yeah yeah hope that i'll keep going strong oh oh hope that i'll keep going strong