I Feel Like a Child

I feel like a child I feel like a corpse I feel like an old man Stuck on his high horse I feel an omen A shadow of myself I feel like a closed book Opened up as it falls off the shelf Just wanna be for you A beacon of truth Want you to come to me With anything Just reach out Please don't remember Who I was in the past Emotional, angered Rude and arrogant ass I'm still trying to change things I'm the soil and the sand And somewhere it's raining Sifting me through the sieve But I feel stuck in a loop Back to high school All of my friends in my room The parties we threw Just wanna be for you A beacon of truth Want you to come to me With anything Just reach out I feel like a child I feel like a corpse You were in my last dream Be good, baby There's nothing like this I feel like a corpse I feel like a child