stepping stone (feat. Pardyalone)

Somebody told me, Somebody said It's all in your head I'm trying my best though And all the memories, I try to forget those I've been so cold I've been thinking way too much cause I Cause I I don't wanna let go, don't wanna let go Don't wanna, don't wanna let go I shouldn't have let go Cause it was so so cold And now I'm so so broke I could never apologize I could never be the one that you fall to Never be a fan that you fantasize me Devil on my head is a stepping stone But it just hurts that my body is numb Hurts that I'm not enough Words that you said I'm trying to work on myself again Is this how we end I could never apologize I could never be the one that you fall to Never be a fan that you fantasize me Devil on my head is a stepping stone But you dead fucked up How you get mad when I gave up You saw it coming baby, you know what you did What you done You saw them lies through the bluff I hope you're happy cause I'm never loving anyone else I could never apologize Thought you'd never, you promised lies It's been a colder winter I've been sipping, I'm compromised I'm feeling colder, weight on my shoulder I'm breaking now we're getting older Guess I don't know her, we breaking into pieces Cant remake the puzzle All these fucking reasons We turned into this trouble Changing with the seasons I'm feeling like a puddle Get to drinking up a puddle I can't move a fucking muscle I'm stuck, I'm going mad She be asking why I'm sad It's because of you You fucking ruined what we had It's because of you And now I'm empty, broken hearted Feeling farther from the person that I was I disregarded all the warning signs You fucking broke me to my core I lost every bit of me And you still asking for some more What the fuck is that? I left my heart up on the welcome mat You fucked me over And you thinking you are welcome back Fuck you Why the fuck I ever trust you Push me to the side And you still wonder what I'm up to Nothing much I'm drinking liquor and I'm popping subs I'm downing everything so I can drown this broken love Empty bottles Tip it back to forget all my problems I tip it back and I'm drinking it until it is hollow I remember back when I thought this was perfect I'm worse than I ever was before This ain't worth it I could never apologize I could never say sorry for what you did I can never go back to the way we lived I can never go back to being alone Cause you weren't there so I never could call you home And all I wanted was us to just make it work The more effort resulted in more hurt I don't get it because it is getting worse This type of loving becoming my biggest curse I could never apologize I could never be the one that you fall to Never be a fan that you fantasize me Devil on my head is a stepping stone But it just hurts that my body is numb Hurts that I'm not enough Words that you said Tryna work on myself again I could never apologize