Contradictions

All the blood on my face She just laughs, calls it fate Now I don't know who to trust I'm fucking over the hate Have visions, cutting my limbs off "Cutting ties", like, who are you? Who are you? & in the end I don't want to go back I don't want all of that I was feeling like i'm safe But I found me crawling back I'm feeling fucking dumb I forget, who are you? Like, who are you? I want all of you But have I thought this through I'm mixing liquor, it's driving me crazy How do I do this? like that? Lowkey, want to go right back I don't want to feel that way anymore Be real with me Don't want you here with me But I still feel these things where I want you here with me I know it's not good but The truth, it hides above us In my dreams I just want us I think it's best if you go Yeah, pressure give bloody nose I smell it in my airways I kind of want to go Don't think I can't handle this I kind of want to wait Shit I don't feel the same Should I forget your name ? & in the end I don't want to go back I don't want all of that I was feeling like i'm safe But I found me crawling back I'm feeling fucking dumb I forget, who are you? Like, who are you? I want all of you But have I thought this through I'm mixing liquor, it's driving me crazy How do I do this? like that? Lowkey, want to go right back I don't want to feel that way anymore