Paralyzed

I wanna feel what it's like to be whole again  And throw away the veil that envelops everything Another day, another night, Another light goes out Embraced by an overwhelming darkness now I'm paralyzed Still can't sleep at night It's still the same reason Nightmares holding me tight Save me, it's like I'm comatose My depression is leading to an overdose Save me from my suffering I just wanna keep on dreaming  I don't wanna keep on feeling  I don't wanna keep on feeling  Bad people are always fine they say Is this the reason god just threw your life away Ignite every candle on this god damn Shrine of my misery I Can't take it anymore  Burned out deep into the core They all just tell me carry on  I wonder what are you living for Tell me what are you living for What, what are you living for I won't rest I won't sleep I won't eat Until I know you safely rest in peace Rest in peace All my worst feelings are tied Tied to a black bouquet  Withered flowers the soil  Refused to cultivate  There is an emptiness A place inside of me Where withered flowers can rest Until they'll sprout again, again  Death faded in my memories  Washed ashore by the tides of reality  I wanna feel what it's like to be whole again And throw away the veil that envelops everything I Can't take it anymore  Burned out deep into the core They all just tell me carry on  I wonder what are you living for Tell me what are you living for What, what are you living for I will try to light up the dark again Fight against the veil that envelops everything