Cut Me Open & Leave Me Hopeless

Man fuck this shit Everyday I've been saying why am I such a bitch These expectations reaching none of them How can I be loved when I know the way I've been I'll just fake the way I'm alive and the way I live When I dream at night I'm stuck seeing your eyes When I pass your house my heart hurts and wants to die When I gave you my heart I gave you my soul How can I fucking live without being fucking whole Man fuck that shit I've been living everyday saying fuck that bitch It ain't healthy for my mind or the way I live And it ain't healthy for the family and the friends I have I'm just going to go down really bad When I'm crashing in my car I'm going fast at night When I'm going on the highway I just close my eyes When I'm dying in the night time I wanna die every night Yeah I just wanna live without you right I know I never mattered at all I know I never mattered that much I know I never mattered at all I know I never mattered that much That much, that much That much, that much Never mattered, I never mattered I never mattered you gave my head on a silver platter Please don't stop I need it desperately Please don't stop I need down on my knees Please don't stop I need it desperately Please don't stop I need you on my knees Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless (On my knees) Maybe she was, what I was holding Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless Maybe she was, what I was holding Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless Maybe she was, what I was holding Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless Maybe she was, what I was holding I know I never mattered at all I know I never mattered that much I know I never mattered at all I know I never mattered that much That much, that much That much, that much Never mattered, I never mattered I never mattered you gave my head on a silver platter Please don't stop I need it desperately Please don't stop I need down on my knees Please don't stop I need it desperately Please don't stop I need you on my knees Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless (On my knees) Maybe she was, what I was holding Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless Maybe she was, what I was holding Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless Maybe she was, what I was holding Cut me open Maybe it was, what I was hoping Leave me hopeless Maybe she was, what I was holding