sorry

I'm stuck inside of my room again I'm writing songs about you Sending texts to my crew again I'm hoping that they come through It's fine to be on my own I guess But when I think about you I need someone to come and hold my head And say the lie isn't true There's so many "I"s and so many "why"s I guess the problem isn't you Thought that fixing myself would Be a little easier with you (not true) Please accept my apology I didnt mean to place a burden on you (it's cool) No more digging up bones It's time for me to leave the past and face the truth Ooh Green text no contact Send a message no call back Feel it coming then fall back Ooh Sunsets and all that Can't see the beauty I'm so mad I love myself but I hold back Ooh Green text no contact Send a message no call back Feel it coming then fall back Ooh Sunsets and all that Can't see the beauty I'm so mad I love myself but I hold back Stuck inside of my room again Alone it's more like a tomb Know we can't bring nothing with us But there's still room for you Want to say thank you But I say sorry instead I'm so confused Almost talked us out of trying Just in case we lose What you told me? You don't do this often Then found the door I kept closed And threw it open Voicemail at the redlight Listen what you said twice Bare in mind I missed the signs Running from a deadline Voicemail at the redlight Tryna get my headright You turn out my headlights Don't call it a fair fight Ooh Green text no contact Send a message no call back Feel it coming then fall back Ooh Mistakes no take backs Apologies in all caps All I need is a call back Ooh Green text no contact Send a message no call back Feel it coming then fall back Ooh Sunsets and all that Can't see the beauty I'm so mad I love myself but I hold back Aw The fuck is you talking about What are you whining about Do you not see your shine all day Yeah I'm a thick skin little boy So that means your acting gon keep me up late Actions speak louder than words I'm writing it first Yeah everyone south be a lame You can't compare me to anyone else For I am a king who's paving the way Yeah no more settling I am done meddling I know that better is coming my way You ain't offending me Just ain't a friend to me Tired of doing this shit your way I need to find myself a home where people gon listen and killua say Missing Long Island Christian behind me I am afraid of a ten year old fate I ain't afraid of a seat at the table Or cleaning the plate How you afraid of mistakes? Living so fast my heart is racing Who knew it came with the brakes? One in the same- fuck am I saying? Backseat driving, stuck in my lane Addicted to pain, sap in my veins It's funny at first, you struck me as sane! Okay anyways I ain't mean to talk about me so much and anyways How I like my coffee and your touch but anyways What I meant to say sorry Bad habits dying, hardly My karma kamikaze I might just crash the party