Amityville

(Never been chill) (How anxiety feel) Broken I been through the pain Emotions are bleeding I've severed a vein Lost in my thoughts I be losin' my brain Wondering if my decisions are sane Gimme a shovel I'm diggin' my grave I've never given a moment to pray Yeah you could say I be goin' that way (Run it) No I have not been okay Don't ask me again you don't care what I say (Yeah) No I have not been okay Don't ask me again you don't care what I say Tell me where the fuck where you at All of my trust has been thrown to the back Watch it ignite like a strike of a match Left in the dust and you know those are facts Break you in ways you can't fix with a cast Dressed in all black I pull up in my mask Takin' yo life with yo bitch and your cash Fuck it now Ima just take out the trash Throw you away like a cigarette ash I just been tryna chill But I never been chill (Never been chill) Life like Amityville I'll tell you how anxiety feel (How anxiety feel) I just been tryna chill But I never been chill (Never been chill) Life like Amityville I'll tell you how anxiety feel (How anxiety feel) These dreams that I have are so lucid I came all this way now I'm scared I might lose it I'm ready to fight but no time to act stupid Been falling apart as I cry through my music Can't hold it together this glue it be useless Always move forward I'm not with excuses (Yeah) All of these thoughts complex (Yeah) I cannot lay them to rest Tatted my body to cope with the stress Paint you a picture and show you the mess (Yeah) You can say this is me at my best (Yeah) We strapped up plus I got the vest Homie with the red dot sited to your chest Fuck around I might really put it to the test Pullin' on that trigger and not break a sweat Wanted that bag so I take it I guess No I'm not asking and wasting my breathe The money be talkin and that's enough to be said (Tell em') No I'm not wasting my breathe They can all die till there's nobody left I just been tryna chill But I never been chill (Never been chill) Life like Amityville I'll tell you how anxiety feel (How anxiety feel) I just been tryna chill But I never been chill (Never been chill) Life like Amityville I'll tell you how anxiety feel (How anxiety feel)