House of Pain (feat. LSD)

Look Found out I'm so toxic Like it's COVID Put em in a coffin Walk in masses like Boston Back when they talk shit get hit Talk slick fuck it its lit Its my shot to prove it This beat got me shootin At the humans that put me through it So I used it to help me start improving So when I spaz and lose it You'll be wishing I'll stop the tracks and music This just in Rappers making sense New school, No gas You cool, So sad Catch you, Sure can I lose, No chance Now you, it's evident Got juice, not relevant It's Shameless testament It's a Shame it's a test I meant It's Element Matt come right in When Goin in Shoulda pulled out right when u had the chance As you swoop right in and reel her in Like you're intelligent But you're not cause you're just a kid Whose a sex driven kinda man Time to write the script And flip this shit and Fuck that bitch in Michigan Let's reminisce All the time it gets Mixed like biracial kids But when u lead me on like it's gonna work Shit really had me going at first Really had me but you just turned Walked away and went to Snaps concern Chasin the good ones like me (you should) Try and be better than u think u could (I would) You start to change Stay in your lane I'm out the cage Move out the way The benefits of this profit In the midst of all of this being honest Walk-in a float like a prophet With no discussion about who's the hottest Spitting like I'm bout to vomit People weary when I want it Caught the case like it's a chronic Boxed in like Muhammad Lil Youngins don't show or pay homage Started blastin like a rocket Showing fake love every comment But why would you say I lost it You guys just love hating isn't that ironic Lettin LSD shred this beat (deep) It's up to Him and E (believe) Found a love for the speed (demons) Better watch what u ask for cause Were hungry and ready to feast (sheesh) I remember back When u were trying to raise my spirits His face is mine So if u hate on my appearance I'll be sure to put my thoughts out for hearings So the next time I spit these lyrics You respect me when I'm nearest (Woo) I remember the day you said it was gonna last And then you put me last Imma leave it in the past Every day I would lay awake and Ask god to take away this pain And than it turned out you cheated on me With ease so one, two and three Put you to sleep never to be woke Time to evoke and Revoke the inner demons in me Like my conscious on a rainy day Telling me I should go out and play But I couldn't have a life Tied down with that kid that wasn't even mine So I hope one day you wanna get away And you get on a plane And it crashes and You turn charcoal black from all the ashes And some how you survive the crash But now your on an island A long way away from help and salvation What you caused me was misery and pain I just don't get it How am I supposed to be a teen Raise a kid Be a man my mom always seen in me If I can't have a queen That won't cheat the shit is elementary Don't dare say I'm a saint I know I've done wrong But I didn't stick my dick in another bitch Even the days where you wouldn't touch me Oh wait I forgot You was getting some dick from another dude I mean I can spazz If I can put it in a bottle Foot on the throttle Little bitch you'll never be a model Turn the pages to my novel Watch the head bobble From all the money I spent on yo ass at McDonalds Because your family didn't want you So I took you and Cared for you but you didn't care It was all a dream Fuck the giver I'm gonna become the taker Taking and making a living More alive inside I was the bait so I think we're to the point where I'm starting to faint The walls need some paint Coat over all the hurt and pain You left me with Practically have my dick in my hand Because I don't know what else to do My mom didn't make it any better Always telling me you was a hoe God why didn't I believe the things that she said to me Now look at me I'm 19 Still got one big dream So I'm making a hit list Take a name pick someone off Burry there name it's a shame Your baby will never know who the fuck her father is Because you ruin everything God sometimes I wish your mom would've swallowed you Because you don't deserve a life For what you put people through But it's cool actually Speaking of those you people have no clue What the fuck I've been going through So keep my name outta your fucking mouth Or I'm gonna wreak havoc It's so Jurassic I'm so fantastic I'm a savage Couldn't put you past it You're a whore and it's tragic Poof my love for you left like magic How could you ever leave a guy like me Sweet maybe a little insane But I promise you one thing You'll never put dirt on my name bitch But that's the pitch you threw (so are we through) Or are you gonna come back to bed and sleep tight (but your loose) All the nights that felt long While you was with dude I was watching cartoons not alone with your kid She called me dad and I felt on top Felt like I had a family I always wanted but a piece was missing And that piece was a piece of metal deep in your shin, Uppercut to the chin The last one to win My time is starting to begin Shiv my skin Covered in sins Life always felt thin until I pulled the pin and then tic tic (boom) Running in circles feels like I'm gonna spin into a spiral Now I'm about to go viral Gods child I need a bible Give me the title (denial) This isn't something you wanna see Because it's survival Wrapped up like I'm a vinyl Small portion of you made me suicidal From the coma to diploma But you was just a snake (Cobra) Cuddling on the couch (Sofa) Rocky Balboa balling into my quota Now I need to know if you putting on a persona Or was you actually in love with me But thanks to you I was left in the dust But thanks to El I was able to find a light and Ignite my life So all hail-INE (HAILIE)