LEARNING

You could say that I've just been learning Won't even care if I don't make an earning Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning Flows so sick like a stomach churning Going super crazy it might be concerning Thought I was done but I'm just returning Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning Used to tell myself I wouldn't be anything I felt like I was really bad at everything But I told myself that I could be better Smacked around ideas like I was just playing tether Had a feeling like I had writers block forever And then it all came back to me as if I had flipped a lever That you just gotta follow all your ambitions And I used that advice to make my life transitions It's crazy how many people don't know how to do that Now it seems like people only like to chit chat All about shit nobody could care about And I say that without a single doubt And to anyone that thinks that my shit sucks Just know I made it for myself you dumb fucks I can't handle the people that be hating for no reason Barely listen to what you make and act like it did treason It sucks that everyone hates everybody like what's the meaning Everyone just seems so god damn demeaning Every time I listen to this I feel like I'm floating Every time I listen to Banana Cat I'm snoring Now I do this because my confidence is soaring Have to just make more music that isn't boring Isn't that just easy though? I don't know Gotta do it once more, like I'm putting on a show You could say that I've just been learning Won't even care if I don't make an earning Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning Flows so sick like a stomach churning Going super crazy it might be concerning Thought I was done but I'm just returning Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning You could say that I've just been learning Won't even care if I don't make an earning Feel weird cause my mind keeps on turning Keep messing up 'cause the papers burning Flows so sick like a stomach churning Going super crazy it might be concerning Thought I was done but I'm just returning Started doing this so it wasn't back-burning Came back 'cause I got way more to say I wish I could do this music shit everyday I would but I just don't feel confident sometimes And that's ok because we all go through tough times But you just gotta prevail your way through it If you don't then you will be scared that you just blew it That's the main thing I ask myself, did I blew it? I don't really know, I wish I just knew it Did I really fuck this music shit up? So confident I could do so good Maybe I just wish that I really could Just comparing yourself to other better artists But your not even close to being like that artist That's probably just me getting straight to myself I really shouldn't put the music back on the shelf Because all you need to do is just practice Yea maybe my lyrics might sting like a cactus But they will get much better later on Got so much weight on my shoulders it weighs a ton This song has just been a long piece of my advice Even if it may be scary like it's lice Do you wanna know how I figured this all out It was all by just learning Listen to this if you want to make an earning