RUNNEN

I was lost in the rain You don't know this pain Ronnie P you feel me Why him On the inside he was dying On the outside he was smiling But it felt like he was flying Don't try him All these bitches was lying He was running from running from his past But it don't define him He a lion All the drugs that he was trying now they multiplying Steady multiplying He a giant I was running from the past When it caught up with my ass And it hit me with a jab I was down bad I was so fucking mad about the friends that I had Yeah they backstab they fucking Rats They aint even call a cab And they left me on my ass Gotta say fuck em So I leave em in the past Cuz Im getting to that bag Yeah that Cash Im getting to that bag Yeah that Cash Cash I remember me and Dishman Sleeping at a park afterdark I aint have no heart But you know we had it hard I was stealing out a shopping Cart Playing my Part I was watching out for Narcs Watching for the Mark I was strung out on that Boy And it stole all my Joy I stole from my Team I stole Kiellys Ring I stole everything just to feed the Beast I was fucking with a Demon And he was Bleeding Yeah he had to Feast Bitch Ronnie Had to Fucking Eat Why Him On the inside I was dying On the outside I was Smiling But you know that Im Trying Don't Try Him All you Pussy Bitches Lying He was running from his Past But that Shit don't Define Him He a Lion All these drugs he Trying Now they multiplying Multiplying He a Giant Made a lot of enemies Cuz I was robbing everything I was even scared they'd hit me With a fucking crime spree Tried to shake my bitches Dads hand like I man But I guest he aint a Fan Cuz his daughter is my Stan Make em understand My respect I demand None of em like me From her friends to her fam She knows that I'm a felon And she don't give a damn Since day One I showed her exactly who I am I remember fighting demons While my soul was bleeding And my Momma was grieving And all my Friends was leaving Why the fuck you aint come see me I need a reason For deceiving I was pleading And I need it I was geeking I was sneaking In the streets I was a heathen Told me you love me Did you mean it Did you see me on the TV I wasn't thinking I was stinging In the fast lane Speeding Its hard to face yourself When you aint got no mirrors Its hard to face yourself When you aint got no mirrors You gotta be a man And Face your Fears Im addicted to the pain of being with you Its inflicted in my veins its nothing new I can see the devil in your grins Im told its too late to make amends And I don't see either one of us being friends But this I can admit ill love you til the end Goodbye Ronnie