DEEP

9 am woke up this morning sun peaking through the blinds Alarm's going off and I ain't talking bout no chimes Check my phone scrolling feeds endlessly While them socials feed on my mind Check my notis Missed call, few texts then my granny ring my line I let it ring a lil then decline She left a voicemail said I should go to church with her tomorrow But ain't been there in years never really been one to follow She still call though I feel bad a lil but quickly move on past the sorrow The way I live life don't think too much 'bout what's tomorrow Get up walk to the mirror (C'mon, keep up, you got to follow) Feel like I heard something but brush it off the crib hollow Blood finally make it to my feet, clean my teeth, start to wonder what's to eat Then quickly remember I ain't hit the store since last week Feeling pretty hungry but can't never step out this house weak We going out tonight Fixing to hit the homies grab my phone and start to write "Make sure y'all grab the liquor" I ain't going light tonight World been weighing heavy and I'm trying to feel light tonight Trying to meet a girl who don't just want to pick a fight One I can take home to momma and know she'll be polite But I don't know 'cause that ain't really be the type I like Maybe I need to re-evaluate my type of life (hold up) This thing called life it get deep Deep This thing called life it get deep Deep This thing called life it get Phone was ringing had to pick up Homie on the line said we had a lil hiccup Told me we was light needed someone on a pick up Said himself that he would do it but was already to lit up Slid by the day one's crib and grabbed him on the way Feeling way too determined to let nothing ruin this day Talking I'm on cloud 9 so this parade it cannot rain Homie pass me the Henny ain't tryna feel no pain Couple sips few more and I'm feeling like I'm Lightyear Pulled up in the parking lot the guy ain't even got here Hopped out the car singing finally got my head clear Turned to my left saw a white boy with a red beard Crazy Couple sprays of cologne still got to pick up the ladies Man's running late still trying to not let it faze me Tryna keep my head on straight so later things can get hazy But who could blame me We going out tonight Fixing to hit the homies grab my phone and start to write "Bout to make the pick up " We ain't going light tonight World been weighing heavy and I'm trying to feel light tonight Trying to meet a girl who don't just wanna pick a fight One I can take home to momma and know she'll be polite But I don't know 'cause that ain't really be the type I like Maybe I need to re-evaluate my type of life This thing called life it get deep Deep This thing called life it get deep Deep This thing called life it get Staring at the sky, pitch black with a full moon Was really getting impatient then he pulled in and said "Who's you" Looked at me sketched out wasn't expecting no new dude Came at his window pretty pissed he pulled the 9 Got me singing a different tune Told me "Back the hell up" Feet in concrete onlookers watching this all develop They running to they cars heads down trying to get locked in But it's a lot with one entrance so everybody's boxed in I'm running low on options Should I run or should I stay and hold my ground Peak nightlife in the city but for the moment couldn't hear a sound Nothing but the breeze and my threes slipping off the ground Threatened by a squeeze over trees to be lost then found Wanted to get it together make momma proud of her son Should have picked up that call from granny when this day begun 'Cause First thing I saw this morning was the brightness of that sun Now last thing I'll ever see is the barrel of this gun This just in There were shots fired in a local parking lot tonight Multiple injured and one has been found dead at the scene The deceased is survived by his family and closest friend Who was also present at the shooting tonight We are being told that this friend and the grandmother of the victim Will be partnering with the local church for the funeral service Anyone who would like to help should contact the church Our hearts go out to all who were effected tonight God bless and stay safe This thing called life it get deep Deep This thing called life it get deep Deep This thing called life it get Deep Deep