Broken

I've been broken for so long Trying to go at life headstrong Trying to walk on the moon like Armstrong Sometimes I feel like I just don't belong Mentally my minds broken I don't feel no love cause my hearts been broken Trying to get close to God but I'm spiritual broken It don't help cause the whole world is fucking broken I'm sick in the head and I know that I don't believe in love and I own that I try to follow God's word but that just goes bad I think I'm lost in time and I can't go back I've done some things That I'm not proud of I've done some things, that you'd look down on There's nothing else I can say, cause I'm blame A fucked up mind, with fucked up games They say I'm mentally straight but I know I'm not Got to keep my mind tame, with lyrics I jot Go in the studio and stir up the pot J-Res has problems and it's a lot The love game never worked either I got a girl I love only time till she needs a breather Love tries to hit me back but I'm a weaver I use to believe in it, now I'm not a believer My ex played my heart over and over again It can stop beating so many times before it needs amends I hate hearing I love you cause it offends Now I only love my brethren Mentally my minds broken I don't feel no love cause my hearts been broken Trying to get close to God but I'm spiritual broken It don't help cus the whole world is fucking broken I'm sick in the head and I know that I don't believe in love and I own that I try to follow God's word but that just goes bad I think I'm lost in time and I can't go back I have a relationship with God but it's complicated Everyone tell me what to do but it sounds exaggerated They try to push God on me and I'm exasperated God I know you saved me, it's well appreciated But all those rules they to hard to follow No sex before marriage, So she can't even swallow Don't hold no grudges, Man my feelings are hollow It's hard to believe that this is the true model This whole world is shit Racism still a thing, ain't that some shit Everyone getting killed, man ain't that some shit Covid fucked up my plans, man ain't that some shit We have millionaires but people homeless, ain't that some shit Gender equality gets overlooked, ain't that some shit Look at our fucking government, ain't that some shit IRS on my dick, ain't that some shit Mentally my minds broken I don't feel no love cause my hearts been broken Trying to get close to God but I'm spiritual broken It don't help cause the whole world is fucking broken I'm sick in the head and I know that I don't believe in love and I own that I try to follow God's word but that just goes bad I think I'm lost in time and I can't go back