Lately

I know it's been a while But I had a moment to myself Thought, what the hell, I am unwell And left some shit upon the shelf Hid some shit under the rug Double Espresso dark, what else But I fucked up and I'm afraid That I might really need your help I'm helplessly, but meant to be Excessive use, accessories Ask me is this you or is this just your personality John Lennon bro, just let it be A businessman, got faculties Especially when I leave this roundabout and step out this routine I wanna truly feel free (free) To make my own decisions Spend some time with family Because day to day we're slaves and wait for the month to hit fifteen Or twentyfith, or whatever date it is you get to breathe The day your pay has just got in and all the bills are still unseen Which means that I am still awake, but I'm living in a dream The life of an elite But nothing's really what it seems The nightrides, times flies Still so hard to catch some sleep Lately Been stuck on this ride Don't mind being high, so I Daydream She stays by my side See lakes in her eyes, so I Dive deep Stay warm by the fire Like light to the flies Release me Attached to my mind Like this for some time Blow wind in the chimes Forgetting my lines Got lost in desire Amnesia (amnesia) It's 3 A.M. (damn) And I am still awake It's not that I have things to do I'm just trying to relate Trynna escape this fate I hate being a day to day slave Guess this is not the life for me But still my bills need'n paid So nowadays I crave a place where none the roads been paved I let my mind slip (trip) and dip my toe in the lake But I've never gone this deep I feel my feet slip away Still become the waters Keep my demons at bay Still everyday I wake To an alarm that shakes the place Do endless hours on a job That slowly waste away my days But that's oke, cause it makes sure, that There's enough food upon our plates Blessed to say, got all we need Could use some time and some space As long as the memory remains, it's all great with my conscience Reminiscing better days, I meditate, help stop the nonsense I'm trembling, remembering, keep the real from the fake Start peddling, start handling, my shit like a man Lately Been stuck on this ride Don't mind being high, so I Daydream She stays by my side See lakes in her eyes, so I Dive deep Stay warm by the fire Like light to the flies Release me Attached to my mind Like this for some time Blow wind in the chimes Forgetting my lines Lost in desire Amnesia Amnesia Amnesia Amnesia Amnesia