eydle

Pray to my, yeah, pray to my (Bill Maze) Pray to my idols but they don't think like me Its hard to tell if I'm doing my best I been grinding out pages of verses and beats I've been working too hard with no rest I don't like how I'm living my life But I don't change 'cause I'm scared of a fight I be fucking up just out of spite Yeah I'm fucking up (what the fuck) Stitching up samples like Frankenstein I'm a nerdy ass kid like I'm dipper pines My identity circular, can't define My catalog diverse, I'm a different kind Too many heroes, I can't make a move Aspire to be, but I never will do My friends hype me up so I cringe in the booth I can't be myself so I can't pay my dues I can't take compliments, I can't improve Way too dependent, I got shit to do I can't do shit when this shit is my mood Try to be nice but my ass is just rude I can't take compliments, I can't improve Way too dependent, I got shit to do I can't do shit when this shit is my mood Try to be nice but my ass is just rude I've been isolating myself I've been paranoid with no help I've been letting go of my health I've been dehumanized like an elf Was rejected 'cause I'm a queer I've been triple texting all year Now I stand alone, you're not here Just left my friends, and I disappear See my close friends list start to shrink All of my opps just be calling me chink I trusted their ass and now I can't think The world in my hand, I lost in a blink All of these people be faking and fuck I been emotionally vacant and stuff I can't be fucking around with a bluff Can't even rest, I'm tryna be puff I can't take compliments, I can't improve Way too dependent, I got shit to do I can't do shit when this shit is my mood I try to be nice but my ass is just rude I can't take compliments, I can't improve Way too dependent, I got shit to do I can't do shit when this shit is my mood I try to be nice but my ass is just rude