Cyanopsia

Here I am begging for change Here I am calling your name I can see, in the lights Oh when, when ya hide I can't deny that I I'm tired of the weight, I lie for you I'm tired of picking up the slack I bent my back I'm tried, I'm torn Ima wreck I'm worn out Bending over backwards just to Call your name Seeing spots while the white lights Carry me away Crystal clear All three eyes open think I've found my way Catalytic soul of mine please guide her safe How can we go so far without turning back How can I move forward if I'm not allowed to use what I already have But I'm holding on Mixed up in the middle ground I do what I can Seeing blue I need a gold touch I need a better man Cut to black Oh cut me open, I said that I do what I can Cyanotic sight of mine please come my way How can we go so far without turning back How can I move forward if I'm not allowed to use what I already have But I'm holding on Fade the red, cut the yellow I thought we were so close Missed the point, missed the view Missed the rear view too But I could never see you I could never see you I could never see you I can never see you I'm not afraid of you And All our friends know I admit that I'm seeing blue HEY everybody knows I'm not afraid of you And all our friends know Ahahaha iii I'm seeing blue How do I let go How do I let go How do I let go of the things that taught me the most I'm the same as I was but I don't feel as close