Broken Memories

Stuck on these stupid broken memories I feel the pain gaining on me I don't know what to do I wish that they would leave Stupid Broken Memories Yes it is okay No it's not okay Y-yes it is okay N-no it's not okay I feel safe it's great take it face to face I feel danger wait Stuck behind the hate Leave me alone Leave me alone I just want them gone Leave me alone Leave me by myself I don't need you, help I'm drowning in the thoughts Now I feel so lost Broken memories Taking control of me Will you just let me go and let me be It's a sign A message A place I'm left in Who remembers that phase in life When your stuck in a loop inside your mind The lost memories that you try to fight The bad memories that creep up like They want you dead, but it's in your head Every time it repeats, you think all that's left For you in this world is absolutely nothing Try to think of the good, that's gotta mean something Here it comes, this is tough Friends are rough, I've had enough Try to kick, it doesn't work Then you feel you aren't worth Maybe you could have done better Where's the switch, flip the lever Memories still bite however Telling you that you will never Ever get to being happy They just want you feeling sappy All you hear is constant laughing Suddenly you're moving sadly Broken memories attach To you're brain, that's how they attack And if you don't fight them enough then you can bet they will be back It's a super cycle spinning and cyphering in the head It'll push you're power until you pop upon the pledge They decide to make mapping marvelous monstrous dread Now Do you feel down as the devil devoted you dead Maybe kill the memories, best if you give it a try Cause if you get to win against you will feel so alive No longer will the feeling inside want you to die You gotta treat your life as if it's a bull, taken a ride Taking a ride, it doesn't matter if it kicks you off Everyone who's rid the bill eventually takes the fall But what you gotta do is kick yourself back up Tell the bull of life, you will win the game, yeah ha Life is just that waiting room For your eternity's resume Whether you get eternal doom Or a better place to find your move Now you can leave, but your wait will fail Believe it or not the patients avail You just got to believe that service is there Otherwise why are you waiting here So do me a favor and sit where you are Your Help will come, just pray to up above I don't even care if you don't believe in God He's got more than 7 billion to deal with all at once But when it's your time you'll feel so alive You'll forget you ever felt you wanted to die But don't get down when something fails Cause you don't succeed if don't fail right No more broken memories From now on you can only succeed Failure's not an option for me Cause every good fail is a win for me But it doesn't mean you can fall back Always fall forward so you can see that A hard time could come towards you So you can prepare so that you don't lose